Friday, November 20, 2009

by KHOO HSIEH JUNE

A feature story for my News Writing and Print Media (NPM) newspaper project. It is a soft news which appeals to the emotions. I chose to write about Tian Leng because I know that he meant a lot to not just me but every one that knew him. It is somewhat similiar to my previous post because i took some points from there too.
This is a tribute to you Mr Khoo Tian Leng. Remembered always as the day goes by till we meet again.


The Best I Ever Had
By KHOO HSIEH JUNE

Time passes by so fast. In just a twinkle of an eye, it has already been 1 year and 11 months. I’m counting down the days till it reaches two years. It just seems like just yesterday I said ‘Bye’ to you during the humid Sunday afternoon of November.

I can still remember your favourite worn out red t-shirt paired with your black short quarter pants with slippers on your feet. As you take up that backpack of yours and left for college and I said ‘Bye’. I did not know that when I said ‘Bye’ to you on that afternoon, it would be the last goodbye.

Sometimes, I feel like I am holding back something. Then I realized that I was holding back my past. I was still holding on to the past I did not want to let go of it. I could tell my loved ones to cheer up, move on with your life. I thought I was strong enough but turns out that I am not as strong as I say I am.

Losing someone close to you is something that hurts more than anything on earth. Imagine living all your days with that person and one day, that person is no longer here anymore, how would you feel? Depressed, remorse, frustrated, pain was what I felt when I lost my beloved brother.
Looking back at his pictures, my tears came running down my cheeks. How I wish that he in that picture would move and talk or turn his head and smile at me. How much I wish that he would come back home and open that door like he would always do on every Friday afternoon.
There was one thing I regretted the most when he left us. That is not spending time with him. I used wonder why he doesn’t take me out to hang out with his friends. I mean like it would be great but after I understood that he doesn’t want me to be exposed to all the negative influence.
He was just doing his duty as a responsible and protective brother.
I used to think that he was overprotective and he is poking his nose in my life. It’s like I’m tied up with him because he wants to know everything about me. It was so irritating and annoying but now I am missing it. It is like I lost my pillar of support. I felt insecure without him around.
It is amazing how people are remembered and appreciated when they are gone. For my brother, it was the same but he was always remembered even when he was still around. He is the best son, brother and friend that any individual could have.
Reading all the testimonials written about him by his friends on a blog that was created for as a tribute to him after his departure really moved me to see that my brother had made such an impact not just in my life, but also theirs.
I felt like part of my joy and happiness, part of my life is gone with him. He is like the sun that shines in the darkness, bringing happiness to everyone around him.
No matter how dull the day can be, he somehow manages to make the clouds go away and make the sun shine bright with a stripe of rainbow across it.
Seeing other people or my friends with their elder brother by their side, I would wish that was me and my own brother. I see them having fun, annoying each other. I envy them but at the same time I feel happy for them.
My brother’s departure had given our family and all of his friends a wakeup call. It reminded us that life is too short to be wasted and we should appreciate those around us.
That is why now, I believe in living my life to the fullest and savour every moment whether good or bad, appreciate and love each and every one of those around me in case tomorrow never comes.
God has better plans for him. However, though he is gone, he is never forgotten. Thank you for touching our lives Tian Leng. We shall meet on that beautiful shore one day.


<3>
Khoo Tian Leng.
(01/02/1986 - 03/12/2007)

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Total Randomnesss

omg..it has been like soo long since i blogged here..hahaha..i have soo many thngs in my head that i just wanna type here but i don't know where to start!! arhhh!!! i kinda excited here..but i dunt know why..lol..hahaha..well..lets see...i'll start off with...

I have been really busy lately..with the assignments and dance and all..arghh..i feel so disorganized man..i can't wait for the semester break in December then start a new sem..i made a mistake by choosing the subjects that i shouldn't chose for this sem..arrr...its sooo..outta my league man...i need a BREAK..so stressed laa.. T.T God save me......

Then lets see..next...hahha...social stress..lol..sometimes people just don't undertsand that ur trying to avoid them...already giving signals but still they don't get it...understand laa..u ahve brains right...use it!!! ggrrrrrrr!!! these people just don't understand huh..i don't want to tell you directly is cause i don't want to get into an argument or any misunderstanding..pfft... >.<

Another thing is...i miss my dear dear Oscar...i miss him sooo much!!! T.T i dreamt about him the other day..i opened the door and i saw him..he was looking at me with his cute puppy dog eyes and with that same ol' scruffy look..he did not change at all..he looked at me and i looked at him... "Oscar~" i called out to him...he recognized me!! and he ran straight into my hands as i hugged him tightly in my arms...how much i miss him!! i hope he still remembers me..I didn't get to see him since March.. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! i miss my Oscar... T.T


Oscar!!! Jie Jie miss u soo much!!! =(

Another person i really miss the most is Tian Leng..i miss him so much that i cried silently in my sleep two days ago..i heard the song Bye Bye by Mariah Carey and it reminded me bout him...hmmm..sometimes i feel so uneasy without him around..today is the 3rd of November..in one months time is his 'anniversary'...hmm...every year same thing happens..a flash back will appear through my head..thinking how life would be different if he were still here...




Tian Leng with his Sohai smile..Never Forget it.. <3>

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

When I was fifteen

I never took it seriously then. Immature minds and the playful nature of teenagers.
"it was a small thing, nothing to worry about" i thought. Only when it came closer and closer and closer...i started to panic. I asked myself"what the hell have i been doing for the past few months?"
then only i started to panic but still never really cared. sometimes i wonder why? why do i think in that manner? Too naive, too playful, too 'it doesn't really matter & i'm sure i can do it' attitude. I gave up half way. Thinking that there's no way i can do this, but still i know i have to do it. I did it but half heartedly. The Day came and i managed to do it. Not a 100% just 50-50. 3 months have passed. just after my birthday. 3a, 4b, 1d for PMR results. If you're wondering, d is for chinese XD hehe..din really cared much lol.
Well..thats just my experience when sitting for PMR in 2006. Wasn't really satisfied but still have to accept it la. So if you guys wanna score in PMR make sure you do your best kay!! It's your second big exam right, first was UPSR ma. Some of you may feel scared cause compared to primary school, it was much easier then right.. ;) Now in high school the competition is much bigger. Don't worry la, PMR is easy..haha..that's what i say to all my friends who has PMR fever now. But it IS true. once you're through PMR and as you proceed to upper secondary or tertiary education, i bet you'll definitely look back and think that PMR is so freaking easy and you'll tell your next generation that PMR is a piece of cake. Well, that's what i thought and sometimes i wonder what have i been doing during lower secondary. PMR is like so friggin easy and i can't even score. Sometimes i will regret it too you know.I will ask myself why didn't i put effort and take it seriously.

So for all you lower secondary students and going to sit for the PMR exams in couple years time, don't do what i did lol and for those who are taking PMR now, i wish all of you the best of luck in PMR! Apply whatever you have learnt and you'll be alright. Take good care of yourself and pray to God for guidance and wisdom.
Good Luck! =)


Lovies from Junie ^^

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Be careful of what you Put in your Drinks

*EEWWWWWW* gross much!!!
i got this e-mail from my sister which she recieved from others..read on~


I ordered a Club Sandwich and a Sprite in a restaurant somewhere in Malaysia
. When I finished half of the sandwich I sipped a sprite. But it didnt taste
like an ordinary sprite I used to drink. So I sipped once more, but it
still tasted the same. It tasted like a sprite mixed with some kind of oil.
I called the clerk and asked him if the sprite was expired.. He said it was
just delivered today. So I asked him to taste it. Then he also found that
something was wrong with it.

Both of us were wondering for a while. Then I got to look inside the straw.
There were a lot of tiny black round things that looked like eggs. So I cut
the middle of the straw lengthwise to have a better look.. Yuck. There were
a lot of tiny black round things in it. I suppose they were eggs of
cockroach. About 1000 eggs were there.

Then I began to check all the other straws in the straws case one by one.
Almost all of them contained black eggs that seemed to be either
the cockroach eggs or excretions.

After the incident I began to check all the straws in the restaurants and
fast food chains that I had gone to. Almost of all the straws contained the
same black eggs. Especially the darker the colors of straws, the more black
eggs were found. In black straws, extreme amount of black eggs
were found. It was found out that it's because the cockroaches live (hatch
eggs and excrete) in the dark places.




* 80% or more restaurants in the malls use red or black colored straws.



SO NEXT TIME.... BE CAUTIOUS... CHECK THE STRAW BEFORE YOU PLACE IT INSIDE THE DRINKS!!!! >.<

Thursday, September 24, 2009

I Still Do....Never Did Forget...

What is it about you that makes me go into you in just a snap of a finger?
This is not the first time, but every time i see you.
I hope to see you when i am at a place tat i know you will probably be too.
Why can't i just turn away and walk away after all this years?
It was all over, no? It is already the past, it is.
But why can't i still can't forget it?
I still can't forget what i did, i still can't forget you.
A sense of regret runs through my mind.
Am i stuck with you and only you?
Maybe its because you were the first.
You're the only person that makes me feel shy around you.
I can feel the happiness when i saw you, the shyness in me when i talked to you, the butterflies in my stomach, the feeling that i only wanna be with you there at that time.
When you had to leave i was hoping you would come back but you didn't.
Disappointed i am but oh well....
Time will tell when it's all over.

Millions and trillions of memories in my head but all i can think of is only You.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I'm in Love ^^

One of the things i absolutely adore...absolutely psyche about...absolutely hyper about.. absolutely am always Happy Happy about is going to PARTS!! I LOVE PARTS!!! Don't know whats that ley... its the Performing Arts club in KDU..a dance club..For some of you who don't know..I am a Dancer.. i have only started dancing for about 2 1/2 years..not a pro dancer laa..okok jer =p

It started off when my friends and i had to perform for Interact club during high school then since then we created our own group called Winter Generation which then modified to Winter Stepperz..then we entered a dance competition held by Inti, Hop to the Beat competition. However now we don't dance together anymore as each of us have separated due to studies. So thus Stopped..but we still are The Winter Stepperz ^^

Although have stopped dancing with them, that is not going to stop me from dancing in college right? I was brought to PARTS by CY. I thought these PARTS people are like the lan si type wan..so the next thing in my head was.. okay..if these people are that kinda lan si type then i'm not gonna enter. Then i was introduced to this tall dude..his name is Brandon..he was nice to me.. i was allowed to sit and watch then he asked me whether i wanna learn...i pai seh laa..haha..but i joined too..then another sweet girl came a week later. Her name is Sabrina. She's the swetest girl i have ever met! Saby is Brandon's best-est buddy. She dances like damn good too. CY & I are like their children.hehe..It was awkward for the first two weeks but after that.. It was awesome fun!

I really salute him as he is authentic and he can seriously move!! Trust me..even better than girls..hahaha... Brandon doesn't only teaches us how to move it but also shares with us about other things like our social life, who to be friends with and all..he can be the bestest friend but also the meanest bitch..haha..that is why he is the person that i look up to in college. Saby pulak..OMG...i dunno what to say lah..you can't hate her you know (unless you're jealous) cause she's like an Angel from looks and personality; inside and out. Both of these seniors help us to improve our dances and i do feel i'm improving. Thanx to Them!! Love ya!! Muackz! ^^

I love PARTS as when i am dancing it gives me another personality. I can be not June for that time. PARTS gives me adrenaline rush..un-tension dah...and confident. Whenever i finish practice, i feel like so loosen up and satisfied.. not to mention happy and tired too of course! XD
one of The Best performance was at Cineleisure Mutiara Damansara..The crowd went Wild!!!! hahaha...another was RAVE to Save at KDU. There is a video posted at youtube too>> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4ho3ncNAEPQ . But this video is not complete, there's a complete one in my FB.

Brandon!!! Lovey him vry much..a great person & fun to be with! ;)

Saby, Fiona, Mua & CY..Brandon's girls!! hehe...

Brandon & Saby's crazy Kakoon (mua) & Cacoon (CY)





KDU PARTS @ Cineleisure Mutiara Damansara. Enjoy.. =)

Friday, September 4, 2009

Inspiration

“Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends. Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go out and screw up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes: find the cause of your problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect; just be an excellent example of being human.”

-Anthony Robbins-


Monday, August 31, 2009

We are One Malaysia!

HAPPY MERDEKA people!!!! ^^
It is Merdeka..it s the day that we are celebrating the 52nd year of independence of Malaysia!
somehow, plkn telah berjaya memupuk the semangat patriotisme in me lol...hehehe..really!
i'm glad to be living in this country with no war and is rich with diverse culture..another thing that i am really fortunate to have is friends from different race and religion..
Who says that the difference in skin colour is a barrier..
We can Prove you wrong people!! =p


Me & Shafiq Yusof! The Bajet King.. =p

Me & Tasha Babe.. ;)
*i look so funny in this pic.. XD

Jay man(Syafiq) & Blushie (Me)/sugar & Spice.. XD

The Macha's...Vicky & June..

Kaven's Machi & June's Macha..lol..

Can't really see all of us lol...forgive me for having short hands... ;)

haha...yes we are aren't we? we Camwhorers!! =p

Love this man!!! damn cute!!!!! ^^


Nthg better to do so we do what we do best.......

CAMWHORE!!!!! =p

The Ultimate Pic of the day!! this is what u call One Malaysia!! ^^


Lovey them all! ^^

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

A New Semester starts this very day..

Starting my new semester today..somehow..i feel excited lol?? Weird..i know..haha..(but not for long..heee~) My second sem that is..i know...damn fast right...lol..enrolled in June then august new sem already...well cause it was a short sem so about 1 1/2 months only and two subjects (how nice!!). New sem is till December i think..taking four subjects for this sem.. aahhh....here comes the assignments and all the stuff... earliest class is at 8a.m..i mean like..wtf...monday till friday some more i have classes..woke up at 6.45am today..but snoozed my alarm till 7a.m..hehe..waking up early at that time was like going to school..*sigh* miss high school so much.. =') I should be in class at this time but it was canceled because its tutorials..my previous lecturer posted on FB that all tutorials are canceled this week but just for confirmation...i dunwana be marked as absent..on first day some more lol..not a good impression ya noe.. ;) i miss KDU chicken chop!!! but i dunt think i have the time to makan later also..cause having classes at 11a.m till 5p.m non stop... >< then at night gotta 'Jai Ho' some more...hehe..take care ya'll have a nice day! chow ^^


Student of KDU ^^

Saturday, August 15, 2009

The Green Eyed Monster

"Look at them...so intimate...look at the way that guy is staring at her..why don't i get treated like that? Why her and not me? Well...can't argue with that..she IS a bombshell...look at her mysterious eyes..no wonder he can't keep his eyes of her...how i wish i was her... *sigh*"
Sounds familiar to some of you? ;)

All of us has a green eyed monster in us. it is called "Jealousy". Jealousy exist in all relationships-families, friends, couples, co-workers, even with a stranger. Even i get jealous at times. Duh...We are all human and its normal for one to feel in that way however jealousy is not a healthy emotion as it brings out the "Dr Jekyll" in us if the jealousy is a strong one.

Usually girls are the ones who get jealous easily compared to guys. girls like to compare between each other mainly because of beauty, their assets, the boyfriend, the character of another and the things they have and then they'll start gossiping and bitch talk about each other..hahaha...I've heard before that if someone who doesn't even know you personally and already hates you like hell and always talks shit about you..it means you have already succeeded. succeeded in what you ask? succeeded for others to hate you cause you are so damn Hawt...summarize it all- Jealous..well i think that it might be true...sometimes.. ;)

Its true..believe me...hehe..

"Jealousy is a rather toxic emotion and can lead to hurt, bitterness and understandings. The success is purely your perception and if your resentful or envious, then it's actually your problem. It is really your friends fault that your not happy? If they're in a relationship and you're not, or have had a fabulous holiday and you're tired of working, do something about it! No one can change your life except for YOU." (Niklovski)

Stop comparing others with ourselves!! We are worth much more than we think we are. Acknowledge the good qualities we have. Be happy for who we are & what we have. Appreciate the things we have - a roof to give us shelter; clothes to keep us warm; food to fill our stomach; body parts to move around; a country with no war; and people around us to love & be loved in return. It is hard to be not jealous but when you feel the jealousy building up in you, stop and think for a moment, Would being jealous even solve any of your problems?

*wink* ;)

Thursday, July 23, 2009

In That 3 Months...

Every program has its activities. What is a program without activities right? Well, in National Service (NS) you can expect a lot of activities ahead of you. I would say that the activities are divided into two that is indoor and outdoor activities. The indoor activities would be our classes or any lecture by some invited guest or from the teacher. While the outdoor activities would be well...plenty!! If not why would most of the NS trainees come back home looking like roasted chicken..keke.. *no offence* ;)

First of all we had to do our KKJ. It is like our contract with the teachers there for this whole 3 months. We would need to come up with an alternative name for our companies, create our own song and cheer, explain the definition of our company’s names, explain the rules in our companies and design our own flags. Our names are Alpha Aragon, Bravo Raptors, Charlie cobra and Delta Spartans. You can check out the pictures in my previous blog. They are all totally awesome! ;)

Do you know that every day in NS we have classes too just like every other student that are studying? It’s just that our classes are in a much flexible time..hehe..a total of four hours of classes with a half an hour break in between. Our first ‘subject’ was Character Building class. We call it CB class for short. This class is divided into two modules:
1. Menampilkan yang terbaik dalam diri sendiri (bring out the best in yourself).
2. Menampilkan yang terbaik dalam diri orang (bring out the best in people).
I think these 2 modules say it all right. In the first module, the trainees are trained to build their confidence, leadership skills, their way of thinking-out of the box, willing to take risks etc. Then only after that, we learn to bring out the best in others. Already said is character building class ma so you get the point right. They teach us not just verbally but through games and activities. We will be divided into small groups to carry out discussions and activities. Some of the activities might look childish but it is has a meaning and purpose to it. That’s what our teachers told us and it’s true! So it is not as boring as you think it is. We even have books for this class!


Buku-buku kelas CB..i preferred Skyline Evo group..hehe..great timesss...... ^^

After CB classes were done, we had kelas integrasi. This class is about our country’s culture and religions. It is divided into 3 category-Kebudayaan (culture), Keagamaan (religion) and Peranan Lelaki dan Perempuan (the duties/responsibilities of guys and girls). It was quite an interesting class as we get to learn about other cultures and religions in Malaysia. We were divided into smaller groups too. In this class we not only explain about our own culture and religion but we also got the chance to act out other religions and culture. Ermm...but honestly, it was quite boring too. I don’t know whether it is because of the physical activities or the insufficient sleep or the way the teacher teach in class was just too boring..hehe..But I had fun too through it all. We even had to do a performance after everything is taught.
Buku-buku Kelas Integrasi: Kebudayaan->Keagamaan->Peranan Lelaki & Perempuan

Kelas Kenegaraan or KN class for short, well i did not really enjoy myself in this class as it was more talk than actions. Arrgghhh...it was so theoretical... =.= You guys who know me well understand that i am a hyperactive girl who can’t sit still wan la... ;) There weren’t any books for this class but it involved a lot and I mean A LOT of mah-jong papers, manila cards, marker pens & colour pencils. This class is about our country Malaysia, you know nation building. We did activities like creating our dream country, creating our own motto for this country, acted out the role of a prime minister, debating, thinking on ways to develop our country and etc. In this class, we would sit in a big circle or sometimes be divided into smaller groups and the teacher would start educating us. It was like 80% theory and 20% practical. So, Yeah... Quite bored but our teacher was quite the sporting type la.

At the same time, we had community service on every Wednesdays. Community service is the part where we get to go out form the camp (Yay!) to civilisation...hahaha...just being sarcastic. Well, we do community work but not exactly community work lah. It was more like a learning trip to the Police Department, council, Anti Agency Department, Fire Department and some more other places but we did some cleaning and painting too. we would also be divided into few groups and we would alternate each groups destination every week. We went for an event held by the Police Department of Jempol and we lucky NS trainees got to be the audiences. The program was quite entertaining and you can say that for this community service module it was the event that I enjoyed the most. The best part was when it started to rain heavily and we started singing making the whole place merrier. ^.^V

Well, that would be the theory/indoor/boring part of NS. Now comes the fun part! It is time we get physical. Hehehe... the first physical activity we did was duh! Marching.. we need to learn basics cause we need to march like hell in camp.. Everywhere we go must march wan ley, going from our dorms to the padang kawad, gather pun kene kawad, malam2 roll call pun kene kawad and we must be in our company at all times... But it is for our own good as it trains our discipline. Then there is the PT pagi, the program that everyone hates. Imagine la people, waking up at the break of dawn, wait..that time the sun not even up yet man! At 5 something to get ready for morning exercises. Peh, cam giler weih...okayla have morning exercise but at that time not at that time la. We were all like living zombies you know. But it is true that if you have PT Pagi, we are more active that is why teacher, at night during tayangan we tgh tido meh..hehe..


The dewan makan/dewan berkumpul


We have a kolam there, it is the place where we do our ‘swimming’ training and our kayak. The ‘swimming’ training was just like a confidence thing but the kayak practice was for competition between companies. It was kinda funny seeing us newbie row the kayak. There are those who went bengkang bengkok, langgar tebing pun ader, teramik shortcut pun ader, remain stationary pun ader..mcm2 ader lah. Hehe.. Me and Jing is in two of those category. It was all about the chemistry you have between each other and the trust too. Of course strength is needed lah. It was fun..i entered the competition for doubles with my best pal Jing. Hehe..although didn’t win but we had fun kayak...shouting...cheering... my voice was totally gone the next day!! ^^
That is Cikgu Daud and.....some other teacher in the back..hehe...

We had Navigasi which is like a jungle walk but not exactly in jungle la. We move in our companies and in different directions. We need to find our way through the jungle with the help of our compasses and of course our teachers were there. It was a 5km walk. We had to climb and go down an almost 90 degrees slopes, cross rivers with wooden branches, bear with the cow poo... we did have rest la, we had an half an hour break to have our lunch which was delivered to us.. It took us 5 hours to complete it and by the time we reached camp we were all so exhausted. Some of us didn’t even bathe and slept straight till dinner time. There was the flying fox but we didn’t get the chance to play cause of the schedule and timing i think but we played abseiling which was kinda exciting. We were strapped with the safety ropes and there were teachers around to guide us through to scale down the wooden kind of wall. Many of us wasn’t satisfied and wanted to go again but the teacher said cannot cause not enough time pulak... =(



This is the abseiling and flying fox

Ahaa...Kembara Halangan... The obstacle courses. There are 7 obstacles for the girls and 8 for the guys in our camp. The obstacle i hated and worry the most was the monkey bars. That was the only thing in the playground that i never played since young because i know i won’t pass. Believe me I’ve tried even before going to NS. In NS is different, if you fall, you’ll be taking a swim with the dead katak. I’m telling you..seriously got white buih2 mayat there wan ley..wth.. but you know what..i did not fall!!! For a moment i was relieved but i fell during the tarzan swing..wtf..damn wei..into the katak pool i went. The second practice pulak the other way round, i fell during the monkey rack but not the tarzan swing.. and for the real competition..i passed all!! Woohooo!!!! Hahaha..damn proud weih!!! ^^

*Kembara Halangan no 1 [no image] - jump over a horizontal tiang thingy
*Kembara Halangan no 2 [no image] – cross a small jambatan goyang-goyang



Kembara Halangan no 3-the wall..obviously we got through this with the help of our friends lar..



Kembara Halangan no 4-girls din do this cuz it was dangerous for us it seems...




Kembara Halangan no 5 & 6- Tarzan Swing and Monkey Rack: the 2 that I am absolutely proud of! Keke.. ;)


Kembara Halangan no7-the tunnel
*Kembara Halangan no8 [no image] - the wire crawling thingy lol..



Another great experience was getting to handle the Colt M16. The day before we get to use the Colt M16 at the shooting ranch, we were introduced to the basic parts of the gun, we were taught on the ways and positions to shoot the target. We went to the Mantin shooting ranch. It was a one and a half hour trip if I’m not mistaken. The gun shot was really loud but after spending few hours there, we got used to the sound already. We were given a total of 30 bullets. 10 for trials shooting at the lump of sand behind and 20 were counted for shooting the target. The bullets were reloaded by the supervised soldiers at each of our positions. The gun was quite heavy and when you shoot it will jolt back a lil so you need to handle it in the right position. Damn cekap wieh!! Muahahaha!!

Another awesome experience was the Wira Jaya on 25th May 2009.. hehe.i still remember the date because i was suppose to leave camp the day before. This is a one day camping in the jungle. We had to walk for some distance..seriously damn tiring carrying the bag somemore. We had kraf hutan, learning about the herbs in the jungle and finding them too, had to carry out a first aid activity. This is what i call real camping. We need to set up our own tent, sleeping on the ground with the poncho as your bed, cooking your own food, washing the utensils in the river, finding for wood to set up the fire... The fire was the tough part because the fire kept going off and the smoke was choking. The wira and Wirawati were separated (duh!). Our campsite was like 45 degrees uphill..omg, and Delta was at the highest position of other companies.. damn tiring weih..


One of the path ways out from the hutan...psstt...FYI: also a pathway out from camp.. ;)


Throughout the whole 3 months, everything we do was taken into count. We had our standings between companies and got our hampers. It was Charlie-Bravo-Delta-Alpha. Congrats to Charlie!! ;-) Then we had a night for each of our companies to open the hampers and makan!! Jamuan makan in our companies’ la... we were so crazy that night... hehehe... we were dancing, taking pictures, running around, playing cake also got, blasting the music loudly, eating, curi makanan pun ader...hehe.. It was very nice... everyone was like outta control lol... of course la.. When you have been under the rules all this while in camp and you’re been given a night to have fun of course you’ll do it what you want to do. Have fun first; consequences will deal with it later. Haha... ;p

When it was nearing the last day of NS, we had to kawad every day because we have a closing ceremony. The Datuk was coming so we had to do our best. During practice, if our performance was unsatisfactory, we would need to keep doing it over and over again. We kene denda some more for being late..Kept pusing and pusing...wth...well, after all practice makes perfect right...lol... at the same time we would need to prepare for our performance on the last night. Each company has to do their own performance: Alpha-Chinese, Bravo-Malay, Charlie-All three & Delta-Indian. There were also additional performances if you want to. I was involved in two performances and I was seriously tired. Kawad when we have to and dance practice for the whole day when there was time plus i didn’t had enough sleep some more. All this adds up to my breakdown on the last day...wth...but thanks to someone... I felt better...hahaha... =)

The last night was called Malam Perpisahan Tawa & Air Mata. We even had a theme for our last night which was malam 90-an. There was a band singing songs in the 90’s. After all the performances were done, we went up stage by companies to say shake hands with our teachers as for the last time. we hugged them and said thanks to them. Actually i didn’t cry but when i saw my friends crying i too started crying and other people were crying also. So sad man, some mores they put our lagu De Bana oh...lagi la sedeh...after all companies were done the band started to play their songs and we had like an open dance floor...So we danced beramai-ramai! Hehe... Then there was an after party in the dorm also. Some did not even sleep. I slept at 4a.m for God’s sake.. I don’t know what was i doing till so late arh? Huuu...How I missed that night so much!!!!

I can't seem to get enough of NS Life...I MISS IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!! If i had to choose i couldn’t, I would say that all of the activities are great!!! No matter how boring or enjoyable or sad or exhausted that activity had made me feel. It is still a great experience. The reason why some people who just completed their training would dislike it is because they do not involve themselves 100% in the activities carried out. However when you really listen and involve yourself in discussions and all those stuff, you will really enjoy yourself. Seriously i learnt a lot from NS. It was an experience that one cannot give it the outside world. I heard that NS has been cancelled due to H1N1 but if it this program is going to be continued in the future, i encourage those who got selected for NS to just go for it!! There is a proverb that goes, “As you make your bed so must you lie on it”. Don’t give excuses to get away with it because in the end you must accept the consequences of your act.


The Experience you gain, the different people you meet, the Skills you learn, the stories of people from different background..you can find it all in this whole three months in NS which is why it makes it more hard to forget because all the trainees go through the same path & experience which already makes us practically like a family already. Whenever i see or hear something to do with NS, i will have a tingly feeling and all the memories start to pour out. Knowing that i had faced every challenges thrown at me;knowing that i did not give up half way through the training; i feel so damn proud!!! Now i can proudly say that i was a NS Trainee and i can share my stories with others.



Cover of the Certificate..yeah..it comes with a file too..


My Certificate! ^^


Wirawati Khoo Hsieh June (G24) ^.^V

Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN); K2/S6/2009; 19 March-08 June 2009 - One of The Greatest Accomplishment in my life!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

So i thought to myself

Today early morning at 8-ish..someone smsed me to bangun bangun...and called me wirawati somemore pulak..Ordered me to layout my katil or else full loreng..hehe..that's what happens in National Service(NS). After that the rest of my day seem to be connecting to my life at NS.

I had class today...explains the reason why i'm up early? hehe..we did brainstorming today in our Writing and Referencing class..it somehow reminded me off the days that i went through in NS. This is because during ns days..we are suppose to do brainstorming everyday within our small groups during classes..aahhh..still remembered the jokes we shared..the people we annoyed..the noise!!! we made,the sarcasm that we would throw at each other..some of us were even sleeping and dozing off...i still remember the people..hehe..i won't say names around here..but still...we did our work too k!! ;) in the end we did pick up a thing or two that we could apply into our lives..

do you know that i walk to college everyday? under the hot sun...walawey..alone..huhu..nah aint that far oso lah..5 mins walk ny mah..nothing compared to NS..xda hallah..hehe..in NS we had to walk even further than that..and all our activities are running or walking more than you can do..sometimes the running and walking leaves us all panting and dehydrated. still remember Navigasi time..water is desperately needed swey..comparing the distance of walking in NS and now to college...walking to college is a no prob for me liao..hehehe..think positive..exercise & build muscles..baeekkk punyee!! ;)

then i went to the photostat shop which is also a doby shop..there i saw the washing machines..the tons of clothes..the workers... *flashback!* in camp we can send our clothes(not our own clothes laa) to the doby..yeah there is doby in camp too ya noe..but they will have to send it to the kuala pilah doby then it will be delivered back the next day. i miss my doby!! as in the person in charge of the doby..we call her doby cuz duh..tats wat we want..hehe..but tat name only comes in when we wanna send our clothes..don't think i forgotten her kay!! her name is Sharmili...nice petite lil gal..hehe ;) i miss the excited feelin of getting my doby back...i miss the smell of the fresh shirt from the doby.. when i was at the photostat shop,i saw the amount of clothes that the workers had to go through..then i thought back...400 over trainees in our camp..and almost all of us sent our cholthes to the doby...walawey..wat a hardwork..now i feel kinda guilty for sending my clothes to the doby..hehe... ;)

then i went to 1u today..i bought myself a new watch...if u guys remembered..i had a purple colour watch that is till NS.i lost my watch in NS people!!! i loved that watch.. =( anyways,i had to have a watch..i MUST have a watch..it helps me keep track of time.i also wouldn't need to keep taking out my phone to check the time..when i think of my watch..it relates to volleyball..why? cause the reason i lost my watch was because of volleyball..i entered volleyball in camp for the competition against our companies..and ddaaayyymmmmnnnn...i took out my watch when game time and left my watch on the chair and forgot to tae it..by the time i went back it was already gone!!! huhuhu..well just accept the fact ny lah..it was a free gift nyways..hehe...

I seem to be dancing everywhere i go..hehe..i entered performing arts in college. we are training hard for a performance this coming tuesday. it is like..train,train,train..one person wrong..all over again..after the song is done..start again..the dance must be flawless..it felt like deja vu..on the last night of NS we had to do performances..i was in the dance performance..and i can tell you that i have had never felt so stressed and tired before..i even had a breakdown somemore..lol..paiseh ler~ hehe...well..i didn't have enough of sleep and we were training from like 1030am till 7pm then sometimes we would continue at night if there was time or if teacher allows ur to.we trained har dcause we only had one week to prepare an the practice time is insufficient due to some activities that we had to do..yeah one of it was kawad for our perbarisan tamat latihan on the last day.my feet were killing..i couldn't even stand straight..wobbling like jelly..hehe..but it was..something worth remembering..the outcome was AWESOME!! ^.^V

for the night i just ate maggi mee..as i sat on my table..smeling the aroma of the cintan maggi..i started to smile...brings back memory of the meals we had in our dorm..NOTED:Dorm not camp k..each of us will have our own snacks and food so sometimes we would just gather around..each of us bring out what we have and we just start eating and gossiping! keke...but the most laris food there is maggi mee! even a 1-2 am..there would be some of us boiling water to cook maggi..it feels....like home.. ^^

How much things that i am doing now,even a simple tiniest thing..can bring back a whole lot of memories in camp...
And i'm Glad it does.. =)

Friday, June 12, 2009

Once In A Lifetime Experience! =)

I never knew that i would actually like it there and enjoyed myself till the extend that i didn't want to leave!! okay maybe not Didn't lah..but tak sanggup to leave lah. And i'll never forget it. what is this all about? i'm talking about Program Latihan Khidmat Negara (PLKN) or in english... National Service (NS). i want to blog about my feelings and experience from the beginning till the end of the camp because i think that it is an experience that i should share with the all my friends.

As many of you may remember, at first i did not want to go for NS. i practically cried when the i got the sms saying "Tahniah!...." i mean like...Wth??!! At that time..i was going through a state of depression. lol..talking bout emo..well one of the reasons i didn't want to go was because i have my piano practical exam in july and i don't have the time to practice. other than that was because i am starting my college in march. Frankly the main reason was i didn't wanna go lah..hehe..cause away from home and friends and all ryte..so i decided to do postponement.

ahh..i still remember the hassle i had to go through just to do that.i had to write a letter and send it to the JLKN located in KL. send as in..delivered it PERSONALLY at the office.but... i changed my mind. because i was actually arranged to be in the 3rd batch (am i THAT bad??? hehe) so i applied to be in the 2nd batch. who knew i got it..with my best friend somemore! at the same place somemore! it is a waste ryte not to go after all the trouble and knowing that you have someone there with you..so..alrite then...our journey began..

"Ku dihantar ke Kem de Bana". that's one line of our camp song..and Kem De Bana is our camp's name.it is located in Jempol,Negeri Sembilan. i'm sure many of you don't know where Jempol is ryteee... ;) well it is near Kuala Pilah and Bahau. One hour drive away from Kuala Pilah and half an hour away from Bahau. anyways my friend and i entered camp 5 days later cause she will be in China and we will be having our driving test on the 23rd march. so we arrived there with her family. we left early in the morning..to be exact..6a.m cause we are supposed to report by 9a.m.


Entrance to Kem De Bana..



Hello De Bana!


When we were about to reach out camp site..all i could think of was.. "Omg, i am going to be stuck in this ulu hutan place for 3 months?? Daammnnn!!!how i wish i never made the decision to come here" another thing was there wasn't line on the way. i was like...wth!!! that really ticked me off!! when we reached there we couldn't see any trainees or people...okay lah..few people only..then we were sent to the office for registration. going into camp is like entering the airport. you have to go through the "kastam"..lol..they'll check our bags before letting us into our dorms.. no sharp objects,no marker pens,no extension wires,no electrical devices,no cameras,no handphones...and the list goes on..after that we were sent to our dorms.thank god for my friend and i were in the same company(it is our group) but different dorm.well what the heck..we're only 3 steps away from each other..hehe..



Thats my dorm! Dorm G! =)


That's the kolam where we do our 'Swimming' and Kayak..


We were like aliens there..cause there was no one to escort us and the place was almost deserted.so we were wandering around the place..well..wasting time actually..hehe..then we went to the pejabat operator to take our blankets,pillow case,matress case and our locker keys. after that we walked back to our dorm again *groan* to set up our beds. then....we were blur...we didn't know what to do next...so we went out to find the teacher..on the way we saw an indian gurl and she was wearing the class uniform.she told us they were having class now and she said to change into that outfit..so its back to the dorm again! after that we were sent to our first class..

ATTENTION: classes starts now! the class that we were sent to was CB4..i know the "CB" can mean something else to some of you ok..anyways..the full name is called Character Building class. this class is divided into 2 modules:

1. Menampilkan yang terbaik dalam diri sendiri.
2. Menampilkan yang terbaik dalam orang lain.

It is quite an interesting class and helpful too.in this class.trainees are taught about moral values, confidence,well being of a person and etc. basically this class teaches you to respect yourself and others, to bring out the best in you so you can bring out the best in others. the activities may seem childish but it has a hidden meaning behind those activities. when the teachers explain the meaning of it i was like... "ooohhhh...that's a smart and an effective way to make students understand better". After class we did something but i couldn't remember what was it*oops* hehe...HOWEVER... one thing ticked me off on the first day. what? well,it was raining cats and dogs and wow wee...since i was right next to the back door...my space...my floor...was flooded!!! i was like OMG!!!!!! arrrggghhhh!!!! i had to mop and mop and mop....and mop!!! what a memory lah weih...haha..but when i think back..it was kinda funny. =)


Our timetable..teacher updates it every night for the following day..

ahaa!! the place where we are tortured!!!! our padang kawad..the place where we are told to gather for every activity..imagine people...under the hot striking sun...walawey!!!! FYI:we have to gather 10 mins before every activity/class or else....
...this is what happens if we don't..Sungai Bana...the place where trainees are 'thrown' into..hehe..those who are late wil have to dip into the cool water of Sungai Bana..but not always lah.. ;)

Then there was the dinner and one of the things that i really liked there was the free time that we got. well,the free time that the indians and chinese got. its like this,we get free time from 7-9pm.it is because the malays have their prayers at that time.but when your enjoying your R&R time.time ust pass by so fast..then we have to gather at the dewan makan at 9p.m for anything that they prepared for us. the first few weeks were like mostly tayangan about the camp and all..so..most of us will be fast asleep at that time..hehe..we will be at the dewan makan untill 10.30pm then there's roll call. it is something like we gather in our dorms respectevely or at the dewan. and the IC squad,which is our leader of our groups will count the number of their members and report to the Penghulu or Penghulu Wati which then will be reported to the teacher in charge.then the teacher will give us a briefing about tomorrow's activities and some or any of the problems around. after that it's ZZZzzzzzz time till the next day. Basically,we only have like 5-6 hours of sleep cause we have to get up early for our PT Pagi.

The counter where we get our food...for some reason..the wira's are more organised and well behaved when taking food..the wirawati's just dash in like a hungry pack of wolves.hmm..something wrong with this picture? hehe.. *wink*

This is the how the dewan makan looks like during Hari Keluarga on Sundays..


haha..some guys lepak-ing there..anyone familiar to you guys from camp? ;p


thats the stage...the place where we gather at night..we are suppose to move the tables and chairs away and arrange our chairs in a theatrical order and after that we are suppose to arrange them back again..some work huh...

FYI, we are seperated into 4 companies-Alpha,Bravo,Charlie and Delta. i belong to Delta!! i'm G24-my bed number..and btw..they call us by the name Wira for guys and Wirawati for girls..lol..well..that's all for now...


Alpha Aragon


Bravo Raptors

Charlie Cobra





DELTA SPARTANS!!!! thats my company's flag.. so proud of it!! ^^
....to be continued....

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