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The Invisible Wall

There is a wall in front of me.

No one can see it, not even me.

But I know its there.

This wall is the one obstacle that I am glad that it is there.

The wall that closes all my thought that can ever connect me to him.

The wall that is blocking me from the fact that I know of but never want to think of.

I break that wall down sometimes but when I see whats behind it, I quickly build it back.

But when I reconnect with it again, I feel scared and terrified.

And then my guard goes down and I just crawl into bed and just let all of it flow.

Oh, it doesn't get old and I'll never get bored of it.

Every time by the end of my 'therapy', I will always think to myself.

"How life would be different if you were still here"

June

Silence turns to Realization

Silence to me...

• is when you get in touch with your subconscious.
• is where I find peace.
• is the moment when you realize, you need to talk to God.
• is when I come to ponder about million of things.
• is when I close my eyes, I think about my future.
• it brings out past memories, and yes I do weep once in a while.
• you tend to find appreciation for things you miss out on a daily basis.
• When a couple turns silent with each other, It may mean it is World War 3, but for some... It makes you realize how important the other half is to You.
• doesn't matter good or bad silence it may be, it pushes me to continue living my live. It may make me realize the emptiness that i am having on and off but I thank you Mr Silence because you make me realize that there will always be silly mistakes, little rantings, occasional bad luck and a better tomorrow to look forward to.

So what is silence to You?

June

So true! XD

that awkward moment when your teacher comes near you while you’re taking a test

And you know that she’s trying to take a peek at your test paper:

And you have to stop answering in case she sees your answer and thinks it’s stupid:

Feel like a Kid Again

Waking up in the morning realizing that there's a blanket over you.

Thanks mommy. <3

June

There's Always Someone

Sometimes, when troubles swarm you...

When you seem there's no where to go to...

You know there's always Someone you can turn to.

No matter how many people doubt you, you know that there's Someone there to make sure that you're right on track.

In need of comfort, a place to whine or reassurance,

Someone will be there to lend a listening ear for you

Never let other people pull your confidence down.

Never lose your Identity because of what other people say.

Always remember that there is always Someone to support you when you need it.

Although we're miles apart,

You know that You've got friend(s) to support you all the way.

We did not come all this way, to let it go to waste.

Friendship as old as wine is worth to be preserved for as long as possible. <3

You've got true Friends by your side Always. :)

<3

June

Self- Comfort

Sometimes, people need a lil motivation.

That's why remind yourselves to

Comics for Supper!

Just a lil' comic stips before I head to bed. :D

It just knocked some sense into me. =.=

"You Are the Best Thing, That's Ever Been Mine"

When all things falls apart...
I know I still have something to hang on to... :)

<3

June

It is Worth the Wait

Valentines Day is just around the corner, people are beginning to post status on Facebook like "would you be valentines?" or "i don't have my valentine". True enough that Valentine's is a day to show affection for your other half. To show love and affection for intimate companions. However, seeing all these kinds of post on Facebook, I truly feel that it is an immature and a desperate call for a companionship for this very day. Sad to say, i'm sure many people agree to what I just said.

The more you long for something, the more desperate you are, the harder you will get that something.So what if you got it? It may not be as good as what you expect it to be. Based on personal experience, rushing into relationships is not a thumbs up, in fact it is a no-no. Take time to think things through before you take the plunge. Even when I was single i didn't feel the need to have someone by my side, I did not have the urge to post statuses on Facebook as such i mentioned above.

In my case, I did it after few failures in relationships. The last and current one, i'm loving it and i'm loving him very much. He is by far, the best i ever had. It might be early to say forever? But i'm hoping for it and to last a lifetime because he is the only one that has treats me like i'm the most beautiful girl in the world and he sees me as pretty and hot no matter how i become. Being with him, has changed my life a lot and with him i see myself improving in many ways.

Phang Kuok Sing, My pillar of strength, hope, trust and most of all Love. =)

Happy (advance)Valentine's Day my Dear.

*jinx i said it first :p*

The best things in life come to those who wait and (as i may add) when you least expect it.

My advice? Embrace it, when it comes to you. That's what I did, and i never did once regret it. ;)

June

Change

Roads are as the same.

Cousin's dogs are still noisy and irritating.

Tall wild trees are still as unmanaged.

My house still has the same smell, ambiance and things.

The new house in front of mine still hasn't been completed since earlier last year.

That aunty just two houses away from mine, still looks as hot as god knows when i last saw her.

Buildings around my area looks the same just that it as been revamped.

Not many things have changed, despite I have been away for quite some time.

One thing has changed for sure.

Is the people.

Be it my family, my friends or any stranger.

They changed in spirituality, physicality, and mentality.

I know i changed too...

For the Better. :)

Happy Chinese New Year

Hoppidy Hop Hop!

Wishing all a Happy 'Rabbit' Chinese New Year! =)

June