Just the boost i need

I was working on one of my assignments today and as i am writing this i am actually taking a break from it just to write this post.

The questions are so confusing and sometimes can me a brain twister (ugh). As i was halfway through my assignment I felt like just crawling to bed to sleep but knowing my conscious superego is telling me its not right and thus started to feel guilty about it (sigh). So happen i was chatting with my long-time friend and telling her that I am stuck in between sleeping but fighting to (hopefully) finish the assignment.

She just told me "Fight It, You can do it".

Little did I know, I had the motivation to tell myself to AT LEAST finish 95% of it. A little boost with the right words can make you push through your limits even if it is just a simple sentence. :)

Thank You Ee Vonn!

There's Always Someone

Sometimes, when troubles swarm you...

When you seem there's no where to go to...

You know there's always Someone you can turn to.

No matter how many people doubt you, you know that there's Someone there to make sure that you're right on track.

In need of comfort, a place to whine or reassurance,

Someone will be there to lend a listening ear for you

Never let other people pull your confidence down.

Never lose your Identity because of what other people say.

Always remember that there is always Someone to support you when you need it.

Although we're miles apart,

You know that You've got friend(s) to support you all the way.

We did not come all this way, to let it go to waste.

Friendship as old as wine is worth to be preserved for as long as possible. <3

You've got true Friends by your side Always. :)

<3

June

A Post Dedicated to YOU! =)

We can't meet every people in this world. We can't personally get to know everyone in this world and be best of all friends. There is so limited time for us that sometimes the people that pass by us, we are not aware that they might be one of our best friends or friends worth to be kept for long.

Recently, well not so recently but this year, but we actually met one another once in a while through friends like Brandon, Sabby and Matthew but we never gave a shit about knowing each other better, I met this guy. At first sight(well of course at first sight) it is very hard to miss him. I mean like, how tall is he? I'm only till his chest. Short, I know. He is big (not fat ok ;p). He looked kinda like a tough guy to me but honestly, he's a real gentle guy inside and out.

Honestly, you looked very Smart..haha..Well, you ARE smart okay!! You are literate, good in debating too, talking especially...In Many ways that you never know! This fells here, brought the world of Counter Strike to me. CS seriously brought us really close together and we spend much more time than usual. Dinner, lunch if possible, definitely Choy Kee mamak and of course CS. Afterall what is CS without him? ;)

Bet you're gonna miss Choy Kee's Roti Canai with Dhal...Nasi Goreng Vegetarian plus cili padi dalam soya souce asing dengan telur atas...Yu Yiee's Mix Vegetables rice...Teh Tarik...Blitzone...How can you not forget KDU College? heheee..Oh yeah..Hope you'll miss the cockroaches here too!!! Cause I bet they'll miss scaring you. haha..If only you were as courageous as you are in CS.

I'll remember the way you jumped and freak over a tiny weeny cockroach but yet, you don't want to kill it? (thats just so cute ;p) The way you laugh which is sooo different from others in a way...The way you do that sound when you get satisfaction...You and your compasison for animals and always saying "Animal Cruelty" when you see someone eating meat. The way you would laugh especially when you do something that is so amazing to you. The way those vulgar words come out of your mouth like its a norm to you..hahaha... Not forgetting all those debates whenever we go out for mamak, talking about issues such as religion to ghosts to politics and all those random stuff that would just come out of randomness.

It would have been awesome if I known you like longer. To get to know you better instead of these few months only we started to memahami each other. But its better than not knowing you at all right? ;) You're an AWESOME person to be with, to play with, to talk to! Somehow, you always make the people around you laugh and smile. =) I'm really glad we crossed paths and we manage to spend time together these few months. Getting to know you is like one of God's Blessing to me. I've learn alot from you and I hope to learn more! I may not be close to you to know the inside out of you, but still we're almost there and if we have fate, we'll get to know each other more... ;)

I'm writing this while you're on your 7 hours train back to Penang. I'll pray that you have a safe trip home. It has been my pleasure that we get to know each other. I will be missing you very very da damn kao kao much laa, even now! =(  I think it applies not to me only but everyone of us who basically knows you. Hmmm...Looking forward to see you next week! Hopefully...we'll have time to catch up and probably have another round of CS!! ;p 

Remember just now when you ask me what does the definition of close friend mean?

Well, close friend is when they share a bond between each other, getting excited when you know that you are going to see each other, spending time together even it is only a cup of Ais Kosong at a mamak stall, being able to talk crap and  not care about what crap it is as long as you're talking crap, always there to annoy you and scare you and not forgetting to share your laughter with you, randomly kacau-ing you for just the sake of randomness, being able to share your ups and downs, doesn't care what background you're from all you care is just the quality time spent with each other.

A Big Thank You for EVERYTHING!!! Love ya lotz!!!! *Bear Hug*

CHULAN, The friend who I never regret knowing and befriending. =)
You ARE the Friend that IS WORTH keeping.

With Lotsa Love!!!

I'm a Survivor

I have lived for 19 years

Gone through all sorts of paths in life

Gone through multiple emotions

Happiness, Sadness, Sorrow, Anger, Ignorance, Shamefulness etc.

For that I know that there are other things that cuts deeper into the heart

I realized I am much stronger than I thought I could be..

I don't let some things take over my that easily because I know that it is not worth it

It's not that I don't care about it.

I just don't let it affect my other duties

Because I know there's a fine line between different aspects in life

And I know that I am bound to face even more harder obstacles in the future

So somethings good and bad, to me are just to be learnt of

Told ya i'll jump back real quick

Afterall...

'Jesus loves me this I know'

'When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are Family happinesses.'

'Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief'

Its because of these people

I know what I should do

I know they deserve to be happy

I know they shouldn't share my sadness and sorrow.

So not OK will also be OK for me lah

For Myself and for them all

I Smile 

I Laugh

I am Me

Life is colorful and has soo much to offer

PD Trip Report

I was soo happy that i went back PD during the weekends.

Had an awesome, sweaty, fun, crazy time with my buddies there! =D

See~ even my two precious babies greeted me with enthusiasm! ^^

The manja one - TumTum (I know..what a name right) XD

The cute one - Lucky

Okay, so basically Friday wasn't such a good night. I had my worst nightmares all come together.I shall reveal my secret right here, right now..

My greatest fear is Lightning and Thunder especially at night and when i'm in the dark.

Guess what...I was all alone in my big empty house and it was raining cats and dogs outside with thunder and lightning laa..That was acceptable as i confined myself in my room playing games and listening to music.

Gosh! I stunned for a moment there. I could literally hear my heart thumping in my ears.

Chilled down as i took my phone and walked with the torch light to downstairs.

On the electric thingy twice and the third time it failed me. It didn't want to open back.

To top that i called my mom and sister few times..didn't asnwer me oso..ish~ after few times baru answer me pulak.. >.<

I palat ady so i just sat at the corner downstairs and waited till the rain calm down.

Honestly, I was damn scared. So i did what was best...I Prayed! and I Felt so much better after that man! ^^

After that, it just lighted up like a lightbulb...I felt so stupid actually cause the trick to get the power back on was to off all switch before the thingy trip. I did that after like one hour. Stoning in darkness like psycho somemore. XD

Okay so the best part happened on Saturday.Hehehe..

Woke up at 7am and Jin Swan picked me up at 8am & met CY there.

Tanjung Tuan here we come! ^^

Thanx Jin for driving us there! =)

Dah sampai!!

First picture of us.

Welcome to Tanjung Tuan Lighthouse! ^^

We had to climb the stairs to get up there but you can't actually enter.

Jin: Hey look! Lighthouse weih!

Me: ahaaaaaa~ i seeeee~

We had to go through the jungle kinda like jungle trekking lol..What a day..improper dressing!

Slippers and flats..but Jin Swan came prepared with sports shoes!!

I donated blood to the mosquitoes of the Hutan Rekreasi on the way there.

We had to walk almost half an hour going through 45 degree steps to get to the beach..

But it was all worth it because....

Tadaaaaaa!

I wouldn't mind coming back here again! ^^

As usual the two Tards fight again la! ish macam xde benda main lagi...

And i was there to capture every moment of it and came up with a comic strip of my own. XD

I walked through the whole trip with my Cotton On flats

My Cotton On flats didn't fail me!

After that we went to PD ostrich farm..

Freakin Rm6 man just to see these.

Ostrich of course~

Some cute lil' bird animal greeted us and followed us halfway.

Depressed rabbit.

After the animal farm trip, we went to Yacht Club to collect some seashells.

Aawwwwwwww~ Chantek kan? XD

After a few running around and walks on the shore, we went to PD town to have lunch..
Went back to the ol' shop that we usually used to eat our lunch there every Saturday in between tuition lunch breaks. Brings back memories... ^^ Aunty still remembers me..heee too bad our best friend wasn't not on holiday.

I was missing my Dear throughout the whole day lol..cause my phone was outta battery so I didn't know if he texted me. Then after that I went to YF. I didn't eat my dinner that night as i had to get to church early cause I had to sing backup for Daryl. We wanted to go out for mamak but Pastor insist that we go over to church member's house to have a feast.. Trust me if definitely as a feast man! Everything that I haven't eaten for a long time I got it in PD!

On Sunday I went for the Sunday service and I stayed for Sunday School. It brings back memories of when I used to run around in my cute lil dress or skirt.

Cute kids..

Daayyymmnnnnn, I feel old!

Here I am blogging about my holidays in PD. It wasn't much but you know what..
I enjoyed every single moment of it! ^^
Its all about the people, places, beach, & home!

On the Sabbath Day...

Today my Dear decided to go church with Me & Sarah..It  was really sweet of him to do so..heee muackz! ^^

Today's message was really interesting and lively..

It talked about the Sabbath day which is on the 7th day (Sunday) and how it should be left untouched for us Christians to be revived and rejuvenated in Christ. It emphasizes on how important going to church is every Sundays.Ps. Sandra did a real great job today! haha... laughed throughout the whole sermon.. XD

Camwhore freaks! XD

On the way back~ i found something that belongs to not me.. XD

Sarah says I look like Joanne here =.=

Sarah~ looks so cute! *seriously* ;)

Heeeee~ as usual..fooling around... ^.^

Oopsss~ do not kacau the driver when driving~ =p

Went to pick up CY and have lunch together2 and me and Dear went to watch Movie...weeeee~
but...GSC and TGV too many people >.< so we didn't watch movie and instead go jalan jalan...
& went to buy grocery to cook for tonight AGAIN! heee weeee~ XD
Tonight's menu is going all Western! ^^

I was preparing the Salad heeee~

And salad aku chantek! =p

That's the Potatoes with AN egg..and the shredded chicken.. XD

Mashed potato sauce...

Attempt 1: Failed!

Attempt 2: Failed too! >.<

Oh well though it failed..we still had other delicious stuff ^^ weeeee~ =D

Tadaaaaaa~ my tummy is yummy-fied ^.^

Oh Happy Day~ You washed my sins away! Had devotion just now with Jin, Sarah & CY. Hmmm..i was actually quiet throughout the whole thingy..Actually cause i was thinking something..something to do with life cause Sarah brought that up..Well..I didn't really wanna talk cause i takut emotionally xstable.. >.< guess you know what i'm tlaking about here kan? =)
Anyways, Brandon & Matthew came around and we talked a lil more about PARTS and all..So they gave us advice and pointers on how to improve ourselves and make a difference to the people around us. hmmm...There's alot to ponder on from now on.