Feel like a Kid Again

Waking up in the morning realizing that there's a blanket over you.

Thanks mommy. <3

June

"You Are the Best Thing, That's Ever Been Mine"

When all things falls apart...
I know I still have something to hang on to... :)

<3

June

It is Worth the Wait

Valentines Day is just around the corner, people are beginning to post status on Facebook like "would you be valentines?" or "i don't have my valentine". True enough that Valentine's is a day to show affection for your other half. To show love and affection for intimate companions. However, seeing all these kinds of post on Facebook, I truly feel that it is an immature and a desperate call for a companionship for this very day. Sad to say, i'm sure many people agree to what I just said.

The more you long for something, the more desperate you are, the harder you will get that something.So what if you got it? It may not be as good as what you expect it to be. Based on personal experience, rushing into relationships is not a thumbs up, in fact it is a no-no. Take time to think things through before you take the plunge. Even when I was single i didn't feel the need to have someone by my side, I did not have the urge to post statuses on Facebook as such i mentioned above.

In my case, I did it after few failures in relationships. The last and current one, i'm loving it and i'm loving him very much. He is by far, the best i ever had. It might be early to say forever? But i'm hoping for it and to last a lifetime because he is the only one that has treats me like i'm the most beautiful girl in the world and he sees me as pretty and hot no matter how i become. Being with him, has changed my life a lot and with him i see myself improving in many ways.

Phang Kuok Sing, My pillar of strength, hope, trust and most of all Love. =)

Happy (advance)Valentine's Day my Dear.

*jinx i said it first :p*

The best things in life come to those who wait and (as i may add) when you least expect it.

My advice? Embrace it, when it comes to you. That's what I did, and i never did once regret it. ;)

June

It Matters Alot

I can imagine life without you..

but

Surprises..

"We Time"..

Endless conversations...

Never ending XOXOs...

Are precious moments too valuable that I'll miss so dearly if not with you.

Happy Monthniversary. =)

16 - A meaningful number says You and its true

It all started on 16 August.

You told me a very complicating yet interesting mathematical formula.

So caught up with things happening around me, didn't realized that today marks the day of being together one month until you reminded me last week *oops*.

You will know what goes on in my head and what am I saying and feeling.

Come to think of it, now I notice how much interest and stuff that we share in common.

Past mistakes knocked me in the head and tells me that I should appreciate you more than ever.

Its only been a month but I'm looking forward for it to turn into months and years.

To go through those months and years together with you.

Thank you for giving me tears of joy; songs of happiness; undivided love; constant care; utmost patience and understanding for me.

"Yes Darling You are, The Only Exception" =)

And Yes, I will always love Sing ;)

-Happy First Monthniversary-

Just A Random Thought

It's not wrong to like someone that doesn't like you in return.

Sure there will be disappointments, frustration, rejections, jealousy, etc..

But, still, you don't need to be together if you like someone..

You can like a person but not being together as a couple.

I don't see harm in that.

It's just that it is a one side thing for the person.

Some people might disagree with me..

But for me, i'm okay with that.

As long we're still friends,

As long we can still have fun with each other.

As long as the person is happy.

-June-

I'm a Survivor

I have lived for 19 years

Gone through all sorts of paths in life

Gone through multiple emotions

Happiness, Sadness, Sorrow, Anger, Ignorance, Shamefulness etc.

For that I know that there are other things that cuts deeper into the heart

I realized I am much stronger than I thought I could be..

I don't let some things take over my that easily because I know that it is not worth it

It's not that I don't care about it.

I just don't let it affect my other duties

Because I know there's a fine line between different aspects in life

And I know that I am bound to face even more harder obstacles in the future

So somethings good and bad, to me are just to be learnt of

Told ya i'll jump back real quick

Afterall...

'Jesus loves me this I know'

'When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are Family happinesses.'

'Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief'

Its because of these people

I know what I should do

I know they deserve to be happy

I know they shouldn't share my sadness and sorrow.

So not OK will also be OK for me lah

For Myself and for them all

I Smile 

I Laugh

I am Me

Life is colorful and has soo much to offer

To You With Love

Being the youngest child in the family, people tend to stereotype them as the 'spoilt', 'pampered' one and often said as them to be the ones that gets all the best things and are considered as the 'Golden Child' that parents will love them more than the elder children in the family.

Why would i say that it is true is because personally I am the youngest in the family and boy am I lucky. I get unconditional love from my parents. They usually give me the things that I want ever since young or most of the time when i ask for it, they will give it to me. Even if I prefer not to say I want a certain thing, they'd still say 'Nvm lah, you like it then okaylah'. Not only that, I have two awesomest siblings-My sister and late brother which I can tell you, is like the most amazing siblings that a sister could have. Both of them always let me 'go first' or 'take the things you want first'.

As much materialistic as this post sound but what I want to point out here is not about the things that i get. It is more of their character. Their heart, their care and their love. Believe me or not, I have never ever in my life been hit or scolded by my parents. If its like advise 'tegur' me got of course. I actually envy those who had been hit by their parents. lol. One thing I hate about my parents is when they give us the best of the best and they'll just take the 'rest' or 'remainings'. However, they are not bias too.

One is the person that I really look up to - my sister and the other is the one whom I inherited the carefree, playful character -  my brother. My sister is the one who taught me alot of things. She's the one who is responsible for moulding me and teaching me all sorts of things. My brother is the one who taught me to take life easy and live it to the fullest because you only life once. I guess i'm really blessed to have these contradicting siblings that made me learned a little form both.

Being the quiet child in the family (i'm serious) I learn to observe my surroundings and i learn to respect my family alot. I never fought with anyone of them before too. To come to the think of it,

I come be so Patient is because of these people.

I come to Love and not expecting love in return is through these people.

I learnt to Care for others sincerely is because of these people.

I come to Understand others is because of these people.

To Help and not expecting a reward is because of these people.

All I am today, my self esteem, is because of these people. All these traits can be a disadvantage to me but, I feel really blessed to be like that.

One thing i feel really amazed about myself is the ability to be patient with even the worst kind of people, or any situations to just be quiet and not fight back or question and just walk away until I think it is the right time to talk. Sometimes I'd blog about how i feel just to let the part of me out. Yet there are times where all the feelings are packed in my chest that I can't even breathe. And yeah, I prefer to keep problems to myself cause I don't like making my problem as a part of other people's problem too. So next time if you ask me a few times or so what's wrong and I answer Nothing. Stop bugging me and Stop asking. I will tell when I feel like it.

I wonder too whether one day I would just let everything out and burst into tears. That's the thing that i admire the most about myself - Patience (flips hair) ;p I don't know how I do it actually. I don't mind if the things I do, people don't return it. As long as they're happy, I'm happy. Just don't take advantage of me thats all I ask of. =)

I experienced the Love from my Family, I have got enough Love from my Family and am still getting Love from them. It's my turn to share the love that I have with those that I hold close to me. =)

Just Doing It With Love

-June-

I Miss

Misses the Father who loved me unconditionally.

Misses the Brother who inspired me.

Misses the Uncle who favors me the most.

Misses the Guy whom I never stopped loving.

Another day on a Special Day with the Most Wonderful Person - Mommy!

Sunday was Mother's Day, so of course, I went to spend time with my mommy and also my sister.

Despite some undone assignments, family is still important soo...

Went to my sis place in the evening and while waiting for my sis to come back from appointment...I...

Snapped Away~ =p

My Sister gave my mom four choices. Mom choose D which is Japanese buffet in KL but because it was far so we decided to just go to a Japanese restaurant at Mid Valley City called Ninja Jones. The waiters here are all dresses up as ninjas and the ambiance of the restaurant really brought up the Ninja feel.

Seated at our table, the first picture that I took.

"Ren Zhe" a translation of Ninja in Mandarin which was carved on the tables.

The woman who made it all happen and had help me to be who I am today!

Mommy Dearest! <3 ^^

So these are the food that we order.

You know what...Though the ambiance and the decorations were really breath-taking, it's not worth eating there.

The best food of the night i would say is the Kobe Beef. You see the lil mash potato thingy at the bottom middle of this picture? Yeah..this lil baby took almost ONE hour to cook and be served on out table..Like WTH man?

Teeheee~ Well, even so it was Mother's Day, Mommy still loves us dearest. She took us shopping. =)

I feel happy yet the guilt is more than the happiness because my mom always thinks of us first than herself.

She said shopping but she didn't buy anything for herself. I did not go home empty handed though.

Love Is Not Just About Me & You =)

Mid Terms are over!!! Awesomeness! At least i can breathe a lil..Actually NO!! Have to come up with decorations for Valentines Day Next week is Valentines Day as KDU PARTS were asked to do something on that day.

Soooooooo.... for your information, we are having performances by Wanted Symphony, PARTS Singing and Dance division, Talk by WWF and etc. We will also be having Bazzars selling Flowers by PARTS, accessories, cupcakes by the KDU Dodgeball Club, Chocolates by the H&T students, clothes, gifts, Malaya Optical is coming, WWF and sooo much more!

This year, our theme is "LOVE IS NOT JUST ABOUT ME AND YOU." We are emphasizing on the relationship that we share with other people and other living things and not just that relationship that one shares with that special someone only.

So come~ people.. COME!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY ! ^.^

The Most used word-LOVE...value it...

Since this month is cupid’s month, I thought of writing a blog entry about the most used four letter word-Love.I know its kinda late but..blah..wat the heack.. ;) Love is the most powerful word and feeling that exist among us. Without love, we would all be living in hatred and despise. Without love, we wouldn’t be able to achieve world peace and unity among mankind. Without love, we wouldn’t learn to give, care or respect. Without love, we wouldn’t be able to complete the things that we love to do most. Some of us misunderstand the purpose of love. Love is not only limited to family or that special someone but it is also an act and feeling towards friends, pets, all the living things in this world even a job or an interest. But first we must learn to love ourselves before we love others. As a conclusion, love is the foundation of everything we do in life thus, it is important that we practice the act love.

Love comes in all sorts of way, love gives itself and not bought. The act of love can be shown and expressed in various ways either verbally, physically or writing or any ways that people can ever think of! Love can be expressed through big bear hugs, sweet kisses, hand written black and white poems, letters, sayang your pet or just by saying the simple ‘I love you’. It is really up to you to express your love to your loved ones because when you truly love someone, they can feel it too even just by spending some silent time with each other. It is amazing how love works. It is so powerful that it can change someone for the better when it is used wisely or for worse if it is misused. But don’t get upset when it turns out wrong. It helps them to keep trying. Understand that love is not a toy; love is not to be taken for granted; love is to be used in the right ways.

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. LOVE NEVER FAILS.” 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

This verse is taken from the bible. It is my favourite verse because I believe that everything stated there is true. Love should be sacred and pure. It should be acted out of sincerity and should not be tainted. “LOVE NEVER FAILS”. Most of us have a failed relationship and we lose hope in love ever since. We should not lose hope. We should not give up. As long we are still living, there are still many chances to love again

Remember that people will forget what you said; people will forget what you did. But people can never forget how you make them feel. So beginning today, treat everyone as if they are going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness, love, understanding you can muster and do it with no thought of any reward. Because
“Only when we give joyfully, without hesitation or thought of gain, can we truly know what love means.” –Leo Buscaglia