All About Her

26 Years Old and still counting

2012-02-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

I dreamt about you few days ago.
It was a short one though.
I was never really good with remembering dreams unless it was something terrifying.
All I could remember was you getting onto this ambulance like car, you closed the door, and you said Goodbye. (Ironic...I know)
I started to cry as I saw the car going further and I felt as if I can really hear and feel myself crying.
I slowly came out from the state of dream; waking up with tears.
I couldn't stop crying because I know it is all true...that you are here, no more.

I have dreams of you which I myself do not understand the message of it despite it being a weird dream sometimes. However, i am glad that I was able to see you and sometimes talk to you in it as dreams are the only place that I can feel close to you and know that you are never that far away. So here's to you...

Happy 26th Birthday Gor.

"Words can't even come close to expressing how much we miss you."

With lots of Love,

June

The Pop Icon

2011-11-10T20:40:00.000+08:00

Britney Spears, the name who is known to all no matter young or old. Even I started to like her when her hit song 'Baby One More Time' was released.

She truly indeed is an icon to everyone as we have seen her ups, her downs, her ugly and her better looking side. ;)

She went through a lot in her life albeit going through a major downfall in her life and career, she still manages to pull herself together and make a come back (although she ain't good as before).

Still, you gotta give her props for her courage and perseverance.

Well done and Congrats Britney!

Britney Spears at the VMA's

June

Author Unknown

2011-11-09T11:46:00.000+08:00

The Invisible Wall

2011-10-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

There is a wall in front of me.

No one can see it, not even me.

But I know its there.

This wall is the one obstacle that I am glad that it is there.

The wall that closes all my thought that can ever connect me to him.

The wall that is blocking me from the fact that I know of but never want to think of.

I break that wall down sometimes but when I see whats behind it, I quickly build it back.

But when I reconnect with it again, I feel scared and terrified.

And then my guard goes down and I just crawl into bed and just let all of it flow.

Oh, it doesn't get old and I'll never get bored of it.

Every time by the end of my 'therapy', I will always think to myself.

"How life would be different if you were still here"

June

2011-09-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when i think I have something to say...

I think again...

It is just better to shut up.

Silence turns to Realization

2011-07-13T02:13:00.000+08:00

Silence to me...

is when you get in touch with your subconscious.
is where I find peace.
is the moment when you realize, you need to talk to God.
is when I come to ponder about million of things.
is when I close my eyes, I think about my future.
it brings out past memories, and yes I do weep once in a while.
you tend to find appreciation for things you miss out on a daily basis.
When a couple turns silent with each other, It may mean it is World War 3, but for some... It makes you realize how important the other half is to You.
doesn't matter good or bad silence it may be, it pushes me to continue living my live. It may make me realize the emptiness that i am having on and off but I thank you Mr Silence because you make me realize that there will always be silly mistakes, little rantings, occasional bad luck and a better tomorrow to look forward to.

So what is silence to You?

June

So true! XD

2011-05-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

that awkward moment when your teacher comes near you while you’re taking a test

And you know that she’s trying to take a peek at your test paper:

And you have to stop answering in case she sees your answer and thinks it’s stupid:

Feel like a Kid Again

2011-04-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

Waking up in the morning realizing that there's a blanket over you.

Thanks mommy. <3

June

There's Always Someone

2011-04-02T20:53:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, when troubles swarm you...

When you seem there's no where to go to...

You know there's always Someone you can turn to.

No matter how many people doubt you, you know that there's Someone there to make sure that you're right on track.

In need of comfort, a place to whine or reassurance,

Someone will be there to lend a listening ear for you

Never let other people pull your confidence down.

Never lose your Identity because of what other people say.

Always remember that there is always Someone to support you when you need it.

Although we're miles apart,

You know that You've got friend(s) to support you all the way.

We did not come all this way, to let it go to waste.

Friendship as old as wine is worth to be preserved for as long as possible. <3

You've got true Friends by your side Always. :)

June

Self- Comfort

2011-04-01T01:51:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, people need a lil motivation.

That's why remind yourselves to

Comics for Supper!

2011-04-01T01:49:00.002+08:00

Just a lil' comic stips before I head to bed. :D

It just knocked some sense into me. =.=

"You Are the Best Thing, That's Ever Been Mine"

2011-03-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

When all things falls apart...
I know I still have something to hang on to... :)

June

The Worst Feeling

2011-03-09T01:08:00.000+08:00

~~Disappointments~~ plunders you when you know everything does not goes your way.

~~Disappointments~~ fucks your whole life up when you know you screw up at the first place.

With ~~Disappointments~~ comes along with its partners - Anger and Frustration.

When all things good has turn against you...

~~Disappointment~~

Washed me away like a god damn fucking Tsunami.

June

It is Worth the Wait

2011-02-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

Valentines Day is just around the corner, people are beginning to post status on Facebook like "would you be valentines?" or "i don't have my valentine". True enough that Valentine's is a day to show affection for your other half. To show love and affection for intimate companions. However, seeing all these kinds of post on Facebook, I truly feel that it is an immature and a desperate call for a companionship for this very day. Sad to say, i'm sure many people agree to what I just said.

The more you long for something, the more desperate you are, the harder you will get that something.So what if you got it? It may not be as good as what you expect it to be. Based on personal experience, rushing into relationships is not a thumbs up, in fact it is a no-no. Take time to think things through before you take the plunge. Even when I was single i didn't feel the need to have someone by my side, I did not have the urge to post statuses on Facebook as such i mentioned above.

In my case, I did it after few failures in relationships. The last and current one, i'm loving it and i'm loving him very much. He is by far, the best i ever had. It might be early to say forever? But i'm hoping for it and to last a lifetime because he is the only one that has treats me like i'm the most beautiful girl in the world and he sees me as pretty and hot no matter how i become. Being with him, has changed my life a lot and with him i see myself improving in many ways.

Phang Kuok Sing, My pillar of strength, hope, trust and most of all Love. =)

Happy (advance)Valentine's Day my Dear.

*jinx i said it first :p*

The best things in life come to those who wait and (as i may add) when you least expect it.

My advice? Embrace it, when it comes to you. That's what I did, and i never did once regret it. ;)

June

Change

2011-02-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

Roads are as the same.

Cousin's dogs are still noisy and irritating.

Tall wild trees are still as unmanaged.

My house still has the same smell, ambiance and things.

The new house in front of mine still hasn't been completed since earlier last year.

That aunty just two houses away from mine, still looks as hot as god knows when i last saw her.

Buildings around my area looks the same just that it as been revamped.

Not many things have changed, despite I have been away for quite some time.

One thing has changed for sure.

Is the people.

Be it my family, my friends or any stranger.

They changed in spirituality, physicality, and mentality.

I know i changed too...

For the Better. :)

Happy Chinese New Year

June

Hoppidy Hop Hop!

2011-01-31T12:18:00.000+08:00

Wishing all a Happy 'Rabbit' Chinese New Year! =)

June

My First After So Long

2010-12-27T14:21:00.000+08:00

On the 22nd December was the Mid Winter Festival or commonly known as "Dong Zhi".

Which after so long since I( was a Young kid, this is the first time i'm making Tang Yuen again! ^^

Had a small dinner at my Aunty's house..teehee ^^

Fiona making lil tiny baby Tang Yuen

Dinner was awesome and there were leftovers too hee..

Nothing beats the taste of eating homemade Tang Yuen compared those in the market.. ;)

Homemade is always the Best! ^^

Green Tea Tang Yuen! =D

June

An Inevitable Feeling

2010-12-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

There's always a time for hello,

A time for goodbyes...

Time to meet again..

In a few days, weeks, months or years time..

But what if you will never meet again.

Or at least at this life.

Do you believe you will be reunited again.

Or be separated and never find each other again

What if it was the last time you will ever meet on that very day?

What will you do?

What will you say?

What will your head be thinking from that moment on?

There maybe hellos but yet it may not happen again

Sometimes it will be the last goodbye

And..you will never meet again

Not anytime soon.

The fate and beliefs we hold are different

We may not be reunited again.

So what happens then?

We do not know.

I would never know it would be the last time as it is all in God's hands.

I will start praying hard with tears falling to hope that a miracle would happen.

I will express how much I love You and I would hope for this to Not be happening.

I would think of a false hope and then realized that...

I could only forever keep You as a part of my memories from then on.

From being a child to a teenager and to an adult

Achieving from Certificate to Diploma to Degree.

As many grey hair that will grow.

As many generations may come

Years and Years may pass.

That feeling on this very date is inevitable.

June

While at work...

2010-12-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

Hey, blog's dead... XD
I'm at work now..and currently on my break.
I have over 3000++ of Data Entry to do now..
So far so good i guess.. hehe..

Happy Holidays to all!! ^^

My Current To-Do List

2010-11-08T15:28:00.001+08:00

Things I need to do ASAP!!!

Media Planning Quiz
Photo Communication Assignment
MCS Assignment
Moral Hardcopy Assignment
Copyrighting Presentation
Photo Communication Journal

*Sighs* =(

June

Wishes for you

2010-11-04T16:23:00.000+08:00

Behold the Festival of lights!

Which means, public holiday! *yay!*

One thing I adorably love about Malaysia is

When there is a festival, it is pronounced as a PUBLIC HOLIDAY!

Teehee!

Nevertheless, I love Malaysia because of the variations that we have.

It is the time of the year where you can see their hand made craft work, traditional home cooked food.

In addition, no matter old or young, they all come together to celebrate.

For those who are celebrating this festival I wish you

Happy Deepavali!

June

"Bizzy" Friday

2010-11-04T14:13:00.001+08:00

A day with vibrant colours in Bizzy Body studio Puchong.

Our Photo Comm Lecturer, Mr Steven's client Bizzy Body was doing a photo shoot for their ambassador search so he thought it would be a good idea to ask all of his students to join him. He wanted to give us a taste of how a studio photo shoot is done.

Models getting their hair and make up done

She's joyous.. =D

Whats make up without super 'chio' clothes? hahaha XD

After the models were done, then they came in one by one for their photo shoot.

We were trying to take some shots and this is what came out from my camera.

Thats Xuite Limn btw.. haha.. We forced her to do it. :p

Sweet girl with sweet smile. ^.^

Didn't take much cause had to rush back to college for meeting and photo shoot.

oh well..all in the days work..tralalla...

June

The Construction Worker

2010-10-23T22:26:00.000+08:00

I looked out my window when i was in the bus on my way up to Genting Highlands, I saw this tall unfinished building still in construction. Then something struck me...

A construction worker's job may be low paid and many of us may look down on them.

But do you know that...

A construction worker is smart to put bricks together in the proper place..

Brave to go up to tall unfinished buildings.

Strong to carry and move tons of raw materials.

Enduring enough to go through striking sun and cloudy rainy days.

Patient to start from scrapes and finish the perfect building.

As a matter of fact...

They go through more hardship than us who do our job by merely moving into the building.

They have much more stress because if one slight mistake could cause the building to collapse.

We should be thankful because without them, we won't have a proper home.

We should be grateful because without their hard work, we wouldn't be able to enjoy the comfort of living indoors.

We should be appreciative because they build the foundation for humans to further expand dreams and hopes of what they wish for in the buildings.

June

A Long Weekend Ahead

2010-10-23T21:49:00.000+08:00

A long weekend awaits ahead of me.

Thanks to human for creating technology.

I am doing great, had the inspiration to finish up my eForum and post several comments.

I miss You

I do hope to spend the weekends with you too..

Oh well, it'll all pay off soon. =)

I need no reason to say this so...

I Love You

June

A story Worth Reading & Sharing

2010-10-20T12:31:00.002+08:00

This is about a man who tells how his booking an air ticket for his father, his first flight, brought emotions and made him realize that how much we all take for granted when it comes to our parents.

My parents left for our native place on Thursday and we went to the airport to see them off. In fact, my father had never traveled by air before, so I just took this opportunity to make him experience the same. In spite of being asked to book tickets by train, I got them tickets on Lufthansa.

The moment I handed over the tickets to him, he was surprised to see that I had booked them by air. The excitement was very apparent on his face, waiting for the time of travel. Just like a school boy, he was preparing himself on that day and we all went to the airport, right from using the trolley for his luggage, the baggage check-in and asking for window seat and waiting restlessly for the security check-in to happen. He was thoroughly enjoying himself and I, too, was overcome with joy watching him experience all these things.

As they were about to go in for the security check-in, he walked up to me with tears in his eyes and thanked me. He became very emotional and it was not as if I had done something great but the fact that this meant a great deal to him. When he said thanks, I told him there was no need to thank me.

But later, thinking about the entire incident, I looked back at my life. As a child how many dreams our parents have made come true. Without understanding the financial situation, we ask for football, dresses, toys, outings, etc. Irrespective of their affordability, they have satisfied to all our needs. Did we ever think about the sacrifices they had to make to accommodate many of our wishes? Did we ever say thanks for all that they have done for us?

Same way, today, when it comes to our children, we always think that we should put them in a good school. Regardless of the amount of donation, we will ensure that we will have to give the child the best, theme parks, toys, etc. But we tend to forget that our parents have sacrificed a lot for our sake to see us happy, so it is our responsibility to ensure that their dreams are realized and what they failed to see when they were young, it is our responsibility to ensure that they experience all those and their life is complete.

Many times, when my parents had asked me some questions, I have actually answered back without patience. When my daughter asks me something, I have been very polite in answering. Now I realize how they would have felt at those moments.

Let us realize that old age is a second childhood and just as we take care of our children, the same attention and same care need to be given to our parents and elders.

Rather than my dad saying thank you to me, I would want to say sorry for making him wait so long for this small dream. I do realize how much he has sacrificed for my sake and I will do my best to give the best possible attention to all their wishes. Just because they are old does not mean that they will have to give up everything and keep sacrificing for their grandchildren also. They have wishes, too.

Take care of our parents. Don't take them for granted and make them feel small and unwanted in their old age. They too have feelings, dreams, hope, aspirations, wishes (and many broken/shattered ones) too while sacrificing them to give us our needs and our wants.

June

Big Things come in Little Packages

2010-10-20T12:24:00.001+08:00

Do not spoil what you have, by desiring what you have not;

but remember that what you now have was once among the things you only hoped for.

IF YOUR GIFT IS NOT PACKAGED THE WAY YOU WANT IT,
IT'S BECAUSE IT IS BETTER PACKAGED THE WAY IT IS.
ALWAYS APPRECIATE LITTLE THINGS,
THEY USUALLY LEAD YOU TO BIGGER & BETTER THINGS.

''The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.
They must be felt with the heart.''

June

It Matters Alot

2010-10-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

I can imagine life without you..

but

Surprises..

"We Time"..

Endless conversations...

Never ending XOXOs...

Are precious moments too valuable that I'll miss so dearly if not with you.

Happy Monthniversary. =)

June

Screw The Title

2010-10-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Yes or No?

Really? Nah...

Nothing..Something..

Whatever...

Nevermind...

June

We pulled it off

2010-10-13T01:19:00.000+08:00

Not our Best but we gave it all our best!

Great job guys! *Proud* =)

Match day 5, CDL 2010, KDU Chronos Dodgettes

Its Cultural and Traditional Day!

2010-10-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

Its Match 4 and it is a day filled with culture and tradition.

Match Day 4, CDL 2010, KDU Chronos Dodgettes.

June

Bruised

2010-10-07T02:10:00.000+08:00

Reddish purplish knees again! =D

Effort pays off afterall.. ;)

June

CDL Match 3

2010-10-06T14:06:00.001+08:00

It is the Third Match just on Monday!! We are all awesome! ^^

This time round we did a short chant and we had help from our very own PARTS member Riyal to give us the beats!

Match 3, CDL 2010, KDU Chronos Dodgettes

June

Of Dodgeballs and Dodgettes

2010-10-06T13:56:00.004+08:00

Its the time of the year again where the balls fly. I mean literally. hehe.. Its the Campus Dodgeball League (CDL) again! This is the time of the year where all the dodgeballers and dodgettes come out to play, perform and socialize. =)

KDU dogettes is back! Teehee! ^^ KDU has two teams this year and we the PARTS/Dodgettes represented the Chronos team. Too bad we can't represent for the Ronins too.. >.<

Well this is our second year as dodgettes for the CDL. We weren't there for the 1st match as all of us were occupied with work. Lets hope for the best for the team then. =) Not forgetting the dodgettes too! =D

Match 2, Campus Dodgeball League, KDU Chronos Dodgettes.

June

Booked Already?

2010-10-01T18:54:00.001+08:00

This month has just occupied me and is drowning me sooner or later. *sighs*

Despite my commitment in my education, in PARTS, with the work, I realized how busy I am that I am not able to fulfill my utmost commitment to my family and You. I feel so guilty.. >.< I'm so sorry my dear! =( I promise to make it up to you okay when my busy schedule is over! =) At least once after mid terms we have a short getaway to Singapore.

That is why I value all the time spent with you because though it is just few minutes or a few seconds, I never want to miss anything about You dear. *hugz*

June

"A Lady Of Her Own Mindset"

2010-10-01T18:45:00.000+08:00

Call it the sixth month of the year; be it summer, spring, autumn or winter;

Be it the month that comes after May;

Describe and interpret it as any way philosophers and astrologers may.

Like the blue words, she is subtle yet she still manages to shine in the dark.

She is a person who stands on her own ground sticking to her own values and beliefs.

A heart of compassion and a heart full of love for herself and also for others.

She knows that she is unique the way she is because she believes in everyone is one of a kind in their own ways.

This is confidence, not cockiness.

This is self acceptance, not blowing her own trumpet.

Strong yet submissive; extrovert yet sometimes shies away; persistent yet indecisive; demanding yet contented.

She knows she is not perfect, as perfection is undefined.

But who cares, because she knows what she is inside out and she is never going to change that. =)

June

16 - A meaningful number says You and its true

2010-09-16T02:37:00.001+08:00

It all started on 16 August.
You told me a very complicating yet interesting mathematical formula. (And I thought you is no good in math. ;p)

So caught up with things happening around me, didn't realized that today marks the day of being together one month until you reminded me last week *oops*.

You will know what goes on in my head and what am I saying and feeling.

Come to think of it, now I notice how much interest and stuff that we share in common.

Past mistakes knocked me in the head and tells me that I should appreciate you more than ever.

Its only been a month but I'm looking forward for it to turn into months and years.

To go through those months and years together with you.

Thank you for giving me tears of joy; songs of happiness; undivided love; constant care; utmost patience and understanding for me.

"Yes Darling You are, The Only Exception" =)

And Yes, I will always love Sing ;)

-Happy One Monthniversary-

Xoxo

June

Don't CHEAT and say STUPID things while your wife is at the wheel.

2010-09-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

A married couple is driving along a highway doing a steady 70kmh ..

The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks cross at her

and speaks in a clear voice.

'Darling,' he says. 'I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce.'

The wife says nothing, keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 80kmh.

The husband speaks again. 'I don't want you to try and talk me out of it', he says, 'because I've been having an affair with your best friend, and she's a far better lover than you are.'

Again the wife stays quiet, but grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed 90kmh.

He pushes his luck. 'I want the house,' he says insistently. Up to 100 kmh. 'I want the car, too,' he continues. 110 kmh. 'And,' he says, 'I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat...'

The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him a wee bit nervous, so he asks her: 'Isn't there anything you want?'.

The wife at last replies - in a quiet and controlled voice. 'No, I've got everything I need..' she says.

Oh, really?' he inquires, 'So what have you got?'

Just before they slam into the wall at 120kmh, the wife turns to

him and smiles. ......'The airbag.'....

So never underestimate how a woman thinks.

Moral of the story: Buy Toyota VIOS as it has only one airbag (for driver only). The husband sure to die and the wife gets everything!

So, for the husband don't buy a Vios today..... :)

Husbands, pls take insurance! but.. think twice before buying MCIS insurance.

Know why?

' M.C.I.S ' = Mati Cepat Isteri Senang (in English it means: Die faster, Wife relax.)

Missing the "Father"

2010-09-02T02:49:00.000+08:00

We all hate...

As annoying as you may sound

As fussy as you are

As persistent as you are

As vulgar as you are *=p

As tough and manly as you are

As debatable as you always will be

As arrogant as you may come off

Yet...

We still love you because..

Its your annoyance that makes life a whole lot funner

Its your fussiness that makes everything falls into place

Its your persistent that ensures things get done as how you picture it

Its your vulgarity that makes life whole lot funnier and interesting

You can never lie to yourself that there is a soft spot in you

Its because you hold strong to your beliefs and fight for what you believe in

Its that air of arrogance that makes you respectable

Everything that you are that's you, Matthew Ong.

A guy with a heart of compassion, love and care

Who is willing to understand and help with all you can

Whom taught many of us lifes' principle

Strengthen our beliefs and taught us to grow

You speak of wise advise and can never fail to be there when we need encouragement

We just miss you alot <3\

XOXO

June

You

2010-08-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

Not just anyone

Not just a thing

Not just for fun

Not just sentences

Not just words

Because

You are worth much more than of those tangible things in life

You are everything that you are

Genuine and not pretentious

and I love it. =)

Just so you know, i mean every word that i say to you.

I can write a whole lot of many other things here

But...to make your life harder,

Ask me if you want to know

I will tell you, "but maybe i'll change my mind"

Yes, I is mean.. =p

I know you're feeling happy now

I know you're smiling

As mean as i am

And as "guai" as i am...

Ku tau ko suke sayang

You know the significance of it. ;p

*Sidenote: Aimisshyou <3

June

Perfection is Undefined

2010-08-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

First impression is important

True that we look at a person at first sight is their outer beauty

The next thing we know, all sorts of comments start to come out,

Whether you say it to yourself or with your friends, you know yourself ;)

I know, because i do it too. =p

Perfection is not up to us to define.

Yet, it is up to us whether we want to go deeper to further understand.

A person's outer appearance doesn't define who they truly are inside.

Try to accept a person's strengths but flaws too.

A person's flaw is the essence that makes them grow stronger

June

One with Nature

2010-08-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

Say about 3 weeks ago, Kenneth, Justin, Vincent, CY and I went for a shooting at Bukit Tinggi. It was my first time to try out using the DSLR seriously and who better to tutor me and CY but these three hereos here.. ;p Thank God for the weather as it was in a jungle also,we will have to walk through it and it was all green..It was going to rain but then it was sunny. Yay! ^^

Below are some shots taken by the five of us..Its all mixed up though.. >.<

Thanks Vincent for the thrilling ride to and fro Bukit Tinggi. XD

We kinda got lost actually..we missed the junction and had to make a U-Turn to go back to Bukit Tinggi.

CY's work

Kenneth's work

Basically i was kinda the model as i didn't have a DSLR at that time.. >.<

June's work =)

Some were edited by Kenneth as i was using his DSLR..heee... ;p

Group Photoes

"Whats your problem now lah Kenneth?" June

Kenneth: *sighs and ignores me*

Then there was lunch..finally!

A Day well spent with those I hold dear.. =)

Thank You soo much guys from the driving to the walking to the tutoring to the shooting! <3

June

Indulged in Life

2010-08-05T21:20:00.003+08:00

I've been really busy lately that i've neglected my blog. lol..well i'm back! and i have loads to update on! =D

Well hmmm..lets see...i am actually on semester break but i can't seem to find time to stop (not till today) and rest...I was busy practicing for the WWF Freeze Tiger Trade Flash Mob and also for Malam Kebudayaan Melayu and also for Brandy's mom's event AND addition is the LEO club event. Oh yeah and also for the dodgeball too.. >.< Then there is the work for my sister and also in Genting on weekends. So yeah..practically i'm booked for the weekends lol..

Despite the busy schedule, i still try to find time for my family.. that is why....i'm rejecting good food in Genting and staying over for dinner today! =p oh yeaaaahhhhh...stay at home and eat home cooked food and plus...i think i've grown fatter! >.< too much consumption of killer and literally sinful food! So its a dine in tonight! It all started when Sarah's parent's came down to visit her...We went to the Waterlily to eat. Me likey the food and the ambience there..Awesome! ^^

Then there was the Klue Party Plus 5 on Friday @ Solaris Dutamas, Kuala Lumpur. 4 of us - Brandon, Maya, CY & I volunteered to help Brandy for the night. Basically we do the usual routine which is wher ewe explain about TX2 and encourage the people to sign up for this campaign to stop tiger trade and also at that time, to ask them to join the Freeze Tiger Trade - Flash Mob. Well, we had fun while working there. we had delicious food catered by Delicious..Believe me, we had our respective cravings for that night. ;p

We did not really fancy this though..it was stuffed with banana..

One of Brandy's fav

My Canape! ^^

CY's Chicken Teriyaki.. XD

A blend of lychee, mint and lime kinda drink..don't know the name though but it was all of our favourite.

After that we went to SwitchBlade to meet up with the members of YouthSays & had supper there.. xD

To think that awesome food was already done, well on Sunday, I went to Tamarind Springs for the Bridal Fair which was themed Rustic Luxe. Truly Scrumptious was there too and they are always famous for their delicious cupcakes. As usual, we smuggled few for ourselves..heee...and they have brunch prepared for us and food tasting! ish... >.< More pictures & information on Natasha's Blog @ Decorateur.

The next day, i had to go back to college as Malaysian Studies classes were still on. Went back and all of us were there..well..at least my gang of people.. ;p Sarah asked if i wanted to go pasar malam..hence..there we go with Marcus and Jin..Edward balik Ipoh..haha.. Bought so many things that we couldn't able to even finish it! After that at night went to Andrew's house for the Project Fortee6 meeting. I'm a part time organiser for the second project but a full time bimbo.. ;p

It was indeed a fruitful night! This costs RM28 and trust me, you'll get watermelon nightmares after you see the amount of watermelons in this bowl of fruits. >.<

This is what is beneath the fruits above..lol..herbal jelly and round watermelons.. It was soo torturing for us to finish up this and the food from pasar malam lol.

For the whole month of July, once after finals i have been busy practicing dance for the Freeze Tiger Trade - Flash Mob every Tuesday and Thursday night and training for KDU Citra Warna - Minggu Kebudayaan Melayu. It as soo tiring the first time but after a few practices all of us got the jist of teaching and training the people. It was so awesome and all the harwork payed off! Everyone was Spectacular that night! We appeared on several newspapers too. Great job to Sara who worked so uber hard to make this happen! *Hugz* Save the Tigers People!!!

Have a look and click on TX2 please.. Thank You. =)

My Tiger Stripes ;p

Suan, Brandon's sweet colleague.

This is another longer version by Malaysia Kini at Freeze Tiger Trade Flashmob Hit KL Streets.

At the meantime, here take a look at our video on The Star Online. =)

Once after Tiger Freeze was over, i had to rush back to my sister's place to help her get ready for a wedding the next day. Damn tiring like seerrriiiooouusssslllyyyy. So stress one you know. >.< After that day was over, i'm pretty relaxed now. Have one week to spend with my friends. Catching up on the movies..haha..In one week, i already watched...

Uber cool!

hmm...so..soo..laa...

Cute.Adorable.Touching. ^^

Now i am satisfied! haha..PLUS, not forgetting going to Sg Wang and Times Square to shop just the other day. Wouldn't be surprise if there are only pennies left in my purse. Lol. Oh well, despite the holidays, there is still the Malaysian Studies to study for. *sobs* Stress out for MS. =( Anyways, after dissapearing two weeks form Genting, i'm going back today to get back to my job. I love this job! ^^

Doin it all with my Cotton On's ;)

Never Fail =)

June

Bedazzled

2010-08-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

Since it was holidays, so instead of rotting at home nothing to do..Four of us - Kenneth, Justin, CY and I went to i-City, Shah Alam Wednesday Night just to visit the place and take some photoes..

Thank you Justin for driving us there!

Thank you Kenneth for recommending this place to us!

Thank you to KS for pinjam-ing me ur DSLR camera! *p/s: i think i passed =p*

Through the Canon EOS 400D...

Playing around with shutter speed..

My favourite among the others as it looks like an Angel/Dove to me.. =)

This looks like a Ferris Wheel =D

Credits to Justin.. ^^

Through CY's point of view...

Supper at Gasoline..

From the lens of Justin Kong

i-City, Shah Alam.

Through Kenneth's lens

Candid Shots! =D

Glowing penis.. LMAO.. XD

Group Photoes!!!! ^^

Test shot #1

Test shot #2

Quote form Kenneth: "The Horny & The Hornies" Signing off! ;)

June

A Tard on the iPhone

2010-08-02T14:15:00.000+08:00

Loves how my FB page appear on the iPhone..

Nope it ain't mine though.. Xp

June

Getting to Know June

2010-07-24T17:37:00.000+08:00

I like to be free and NOT tied down..

I seriously don't like to be cling on 24/7..

It scares me off more than make me gain positive feelings

I want to fill those frames with pictures...and pictures...and pictures!

Because i know i have an interest in photography *cam whore not included here ;)*

Pictures ranging from people to places to objects.

And of course... I want to graduate with a wide smile on my face... =D

To make my family proud and to return all the gifts and blessings that they had provided me for my past years..

I am learning and must learn to stand on my own ground..

Build my own road and take that road...

Be independent and not leaning on other people because i know what i am capable of...

to be continued...

as my life doesn't stop there. ;)

June

Hello stranger

2010-07-21T01:45:00.000+08:00

It feels awesome to be someone that people do not know of..

Be a stranger for once...

Be someone, who people likes but yet some is scared of..

Be a "celebrity" for once,

Now i know how does it feel to have camera flashing in front of your face

Now I know how it feels to take pictures with strangers..

It feels good..

It feels great...

Especially when you see the same person as when you put on that "mask",

They do not recognize you.

Especially when you see smiles on their faces...

That brings a whole lot more smiles to my face.

June

A Note

2010-07-16T18:44:00.001+08:00

First sight through MMS and I already fell in love

Took you home and that's where I developed my affection for you.

Every being has their first, and this was yours & your favourite

The first picture with me looking messy just like you

Yet you were so stylishly scruffy at times ^^

Always courageous and brave.

However, your mischievousness gets you into trouble

and then...

You show your trademark - sad puppy dog face which works for me all the time.

I used to find it annoying at times but now,

I miss it when you come to me with you watery eyes, asking for food and for me to play with you

You're a very greedy dog, do you know that? ;)

Always after you eat, never fail...

You sleep.

Lazying around, you do best.

You even ignore me and continue with your sleep! >.<

At times, I can't even play with you..

At times, I have to literally carry you in my arms...

and cuddle you while you sleep.

I like it though. =)

I miss the way you sleep.

I miss the times you would entertain me and play with me.

Dear Oscar,

I'm sorry for ignoring you sometimes.

I'm sorry for scolding you and hitting you though i know it hurts me doing so.

I'm sorry for not doing my responsibility.

I have not seen you for one year now.

I miss the fun times i spent with you.

You are one Shih Tzu that is definitely different from the others.

I wonder how you're doing? But i'm sure you're in perfect hands.

I'd go visit you if I have the time.

I still love you very much.

Just hope that you still remember me.

I miss you, Oscar.

June

Make em' Happy

2010-07-16T16:41:00.001+08:00

Balloons makes kids feel happy

It does the same to Me =)

To be continued...

June

The Feeling That Was Lost

2010-07-16T05:23:00.006+08:00

Life itself is like a cocoon.

It takes you a lot of "push" in life till you get beautiful results,

Problem is it all still comes to an end one day.

Just today, i heard of a sad news of which one of a guy from my high school passes away and he is only 20 years old. I probably seen him before but, however i don't remember him though. RIP to him as I know that he is a great guy through his friends testimonials. Anyways, though i did not know him, yet when i received the news, i felt shocked, stunned, and my heart felt heavy. This feeling, "Is familiar" i said to myself. I felt this way before. It hit me that it is the exact feeling and emotions that i felt 2 1/2 years back in 2007. It is the feeling of losing someone you know and probably, very close to you.

Do you feel what I feel?

I had not felt this way for a very long time since the day Sarah and Jin prayed for me. but receiving such sudden news and all the scenarios - the FB comments on the deceased page, the FB page and event set up for him. Somehow relates to what i had gone through. It reminded me of that nostalgic feeling again. It is definitely NOT a feel good thing. Even though as friends only, it affects much, especially if it is your dearest friend that you share your inside out or even your undies with.

I'd tell you how much I need you, yet, I just hope that you hear me now.

Yes, it is hard to accept at first and the day of the unfortunate incident is definitely going to remind of what has happened and is considered "the day not to be talked about". Maybe i was just ignoring that feeling and holding back myself to not think about it. That feeling is unexplainable, it is easier to feel than to define, easier to understand than to recognize that emotion. Being caught up in life's circle, you sometimes tend to forget it. However, as the years go by, no doubt it will be reminded subconsciously from time to time. As the years go by, no doubt it will be reminded subconsciously from time to time.

It is a good feeling for me as it reminds of You.

You will take time to think back of the smiles you shared,

The sorrows you cried over,

The stupidity you laughed through,

The hard-work you sowed together,

One of the greatest person in your life that you once had.

Why is it that we do not think of all these before, but,

we only start to acknowledge them when they are, not here anymore.

June

Awesome is me

2010-07-15T17:06:00.000+08:00

I'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm AwesomeI'm Awesome

Cause I say I Am...

and

Cause I like being random..

June

Learnt & Experienced

2010-07-09T04:06:00.004+08:00

It is hard to explain in detail as it is 4am in the morning but i'll try my best =)

KDU Mass Communication Public Relation Dreamakers present to you...

A Night of A Thousand Dreams

Gracing our event was the Deputy Minister of Human Resources Dato' Senator Maznah Maslan

Chairman of CWS Mr Alan & also the Vice which is Mr Teoh

Malam Seribu took off with gusts arriving at their best...

Dreamakers passing out goodie bags to guests.

Our two security aka bodyguards - Boon & Hans

The lecturer - Hardip who guided us throughout the whole time until the event.

Guests were entertained by a line up of great performances by...

Matthew, Andrew & Alya

A funny and entertaining dance!

A sweet performance by Timothy and Jeslyn

Muhaimin and band.

Caprice which was the main attraction of the night.

KDU PARTS, Garry (Magician) and Wanted Symphony.

We proudly handed a cheque of RM10,000 to CWS Malaysia.

Mass Communication tudents of KDU Public Relations class of March-August 2010!

Its Prom, how can you Not take pictures? ;)

Bimbos!!! =D

Brandy!! The person who inspired me to be dance sexayly and bring it! ;p

The other Bubble Butt Bimbo!!!

Just admit it Ks, you are one! =p

A side of Vanessa & Kar Mun I haven't sen before but seriously you guys look prettie! ^^

Yes molest him! XD

Still, we love you..you know that kan? ;p

Alkaf the selamba one...

After party at M.O.S, just before leaving a picture with Joanne.. =)

The rest are all pictures from our studio booth. =D

Finally a picture with all of us and Matthew!

One with Daddy dearest ^^

The Golden Tripod looking handsome...

The Silver Tripod looking stunning too!

Oh well, we all look amazingly smart on that night. ;p

A picture with the 2 great singers.. ^^

A Bunch of Crazy Mass Comm students!!

But..

All awesome at their own ways! =)

All these pictures were taken by our very own photographers,

Mr Valen (on the left; just ignore Matthew =p)

Justin Kong, Pok Pok

Kenneth Choong, ooooowweeeeeeooooooo~ ;p

Made new friends; learn new things; gained experience.

It may just be a prom but behind it, there are loads that is happening.

Malam Seribu Mimpi was a great night to remember and i'm already missing all the conflicts and stress and worries that we had throughout the walk towards this night. Though there are some misunderstandings and some arguments and not forgetting blunders throughout the whole panning and even during the event but, hey, we made it through.

Even during the night there were hiccups and mistakes, but it all still is worth an experience because experience cannot be bought, it has to be gone through by one self.

Missing the Dreamakers and the fun already!

A great big Thanx to a few people:

The VVIPs

Hardip & all mass communication lecturers.

All our Sponsors.

Holiday Villa.

The performers, though there were delays (sorry and Thanx alot!! =D).

The guests who are able to make it for the night.

All those who had donated and has been giving us support throughout the whole thing.

Not forgetting the Dreamakers, because without US, we won't have Malam Seribu Mimpi either. =)

*Soo sorry if i missed out anybody but all of you helped in aiding us to make Malam Seribu Mimpi and making the wishes of the Children of CWS 'dream come true'! =)

To view or for those of you who want your pictures, you can go to

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=226722&id=785893277&ref=mf

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=182250&id=604863358

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=192099&id=676331117

http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=192130&id=676331117

-June-

Just PUSH

2010-07-03T02:03:00.001+08:00

A man was sleeping one night in his cabin when suddenly his room filled with light, and God appeared. The Lord told the man he had work for him to do, and showed him a large rock in front of his cabin. The Lord explained that the man was to Push against the rock with all his might......

So, this the man did, day after day. For many years he toiled from sunup to sundown, his shoulders set squarely against the cold, massive surface of the unmoving rock, pushing with all his might!

Each night the man returned to his cabin sore and worn out, feeling that his whole day had been spent in vain. Since the man was showing discouragement, the adversary (Satan) decided to enter the picture by placing thoughts into the weary mind: (He will do it every time)!

'You have been pushing against that rock for a long time and it hasn't moved.' Thus, he gave the man the impression that the task was impossible and that he was a failure. These thoughts discouraged and disheartened the man.

Satan said, 'Why kill yourself over this? Just put in your time, giving just the minimum effort; and that will be good enough.' That's what the weary man planned to do, but decided to make it a matter of Prayer and to take his troubled thoughts to the Lord.

'Lord,' he said, 'I have labored long and hard in Your Service, putting all my strength to do that which You have asked. Yet, after all this time, I have not even budged that rock by half a millimeter. What is wrong? Why am I failing?'

The Lord responded compassionately, 'My friend, when I asked you to serve Me and you accepted, I told you that your task was to push against the rock with all of your strength, which you have done.

Never once did I mention to you that I expected you to move it. Your task was to push. And now you come to Me with your strength spent, thinking that you have failed..

But, is that really so? Look at yourself. Your arms are strong and muscled, your back shiny and brown; your hands are callused from constant pressure, your legs have become massive and hard.

Through opposition you have grown much, and your abilities now surpass that which you used to have. True, you haven't moved the rock. But your calling was to be Obedient and to push and to exercise your Faith and trust in My Wisdom. That you have done. Now I, my friend, will move the rock.'
At times, when we hear a word from God, we tend to use our own intellect to decipher what He Wants, when actually what God wants is just simple obedience and faith in Him.

By all means, exercise the Faith that moves mountains, but know that it is still God Who moves the Mountains.

When everything seems to go wrong ..... ..... ...... .......... ..Just P.U.S.H.
When the job gets you down........ ......... ............. ............ .Just P.U.S.H.
When people don't do as you think they should....... .......Just P.U.S.H.
When your money is 'gone' and the bills are due........ ...Just P.U.S.H.
When people just don't understand you ............ ........... .Just P.U.S.H.

P = Pray
U = Until
S = Something
H = Happens

Share this on to all your loved ones and friends who may need it; they may get it just in time. 'Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.'

Friends are like quiet angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly. May God Bless You.

Just Hold ON!!! P.U.S.H!

Watch your thoughts; they become words..
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

-June-

It has been 5 Days

2010-07-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

My poor blog has been ignored for few days...
It has been 5 days since i blogged...

Wait...

5 Days??

Geez~ seemed long though... XD

Anyways Malam Seribu Mimpi just ended yesterday night!
It was hectic and several problems arise but still... I'd say it was a success! =D
Photos uploading soon once i get em! ;)

-June-

Final Analysis

2010-06-26T02:42:00.001+08:00

-June-

What's an Elevator?

2010-06-26T02:35:00.000+08:00

-June-

Catch & Turn

2010-06-25T03:27:00.001+08:00

Someone is always there to catch you when you fall.

To turn your gloomy days

To a Rainbow! =)

-June-

Women

2010-06-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

Women are meant to serve...

To clean...

To help you to make choices...

To be your maid...

To hope that once in a while they are appreciated...

They are there to be your companion...

To help make you a better person...

You look at us and gives compliment such as, "You're beautiful"...

Yet, you question why are we not perfect in your eyes...

You ask why are we so idle and subtle ...

You say that we're "God's gift from heaven"...

But, you say we are always a pain in the ass...

Oh well, afterall...

-June-

I Prefer

2010-06-24T16:40:00.000+08:00

June...

Prefers to maintain things and stay at where I am now at this point of time.
Prefers to stick to what I like and would love it if people would appreciate what I am doing.
Prefers to be independent instead of relying on other people who is suppose to get the job done.

-June-

I know you are looking from above

2010-06-20T18:09:00.001+08:00

I failed & achieved

I pursued & persevered

I cried & laughed

I was taken for granted & stood my own ground

I was dependent & now independent

I was naive & now am wiser

I was fragile & now I am stronger

I am continuing to reach greater heights,

Achieving my dreams and making it a reality.

As far as I have come in my life,

I hope I made you proud papa.

I Love You.

Happy Father's Day. =')

The Daughter of a Great Father,

-June-

I Just Had to Blog

2010-06-18T04:32:00.000+08:00

It was such a stressing day...

Didn't get time to sit down and just rest for a sufficient time...

Didn't feed my Restaurant City people till just 5 mins ago! *swt moment*

Somehow,

I felt Happy when you called...

Heeee~ ^^

-June-

I'm Freed! ^^

2010-06-17T02:54:00.000+08:00

You let go

I had hard time doing so

But now

I let go too.

I'm over you.

Like...

*breathes*

Finally

-June-

YOU, Are Invited!!!

2010-06-16T02:51:00.002+08:00

For further information, visit us at

KDU's Official Malam Seribu Mimpi (Night Of A Thousand Dreams)

For those of you who are interested, do RSVP at

Malam Seribu Mimpi Facebook Event Page

Wondering who is our beneficiary? Click on

Children's Wish Society of Malaysia

Follow up with them at

Children's Wish Society of Malaysia Facebook Group

-June-

A Post Dedicated to YOU! =)

2010-06-14T22:25:00.004+08:00

We can't meet every people in this world. We can't personally get to know everyone in this world and be best of all friends. There is so limited time for us that sometimes the people that pass by us, we are not aware that they might be one of our best friends or friends worth to be kept for long.

Recently, well not so recently but this year, but we actually met one another once in a while through friends like Brandon, Sabby and Matthew but we never gave a shit about knowing each other better, I met this guy. At first sight(well of course at first sight) it is very hard to miss him. I mean like, how tall is he? I'm only till his chest. Short, I know. He is big (not fat ok ;p). He looked kinda like a tough guy to me but honestly, he's a real gentle guy inside and out.

Honestly, you looked very Smart..haha..Well, you ARE smart okay!! You are literate, good in debating too, talking especially...In Many ways that you never know! This fells here, brought the world of Counter Strike to me. CS seriously brought us really close together and we spend much more time than usual. Dinner, lunch if possible, definitely Choy Kee mamak and of course CS. Afterall what is CS without him? ;)

Bet you're gonna miss Choy Kee's Roti Canai with Dhal...Nasi Goreng Vegetarian plus cili padi dalam soya souce asing dengan telur atas...Yu Yiee's Mix Vegetables rice...Teh Tarik...Blitzone...How can you not forget KDU College? heheee..Oh yeah..Hope you'll miss the cockroaches here too!!! Cause I bet they'll miss scaring you. haha..If only you were as courageous as you are in CS.

I'll remember the way you jumped and freak over a tiny weeny cockroach but yet, you don't want to kill it? (thats just so cute ;p) The way you laugh which is sooo different from others in a way...The way you do that sound when you get satisfaction...You and your compasison for animals and always saying "Animal Cruelty" when you see someone eating meat. The way you would laugh especially when you do something that is so amazing to you. The way those vulgar words come out of your mouth like its a norm to you..hahaha... Not forgetting all those debates whenever we go out for mamak, talking about issues such as religion to ghosts to politics and all those random stuff that would just come out of randomness.

It would have been awesome if I known you like longer. To get to know you better instead of these few months only we started to memahami each other. But its better than not knowing you at all right? ;) You're an AWESOME person to be with, to play with, to talk to! Somehow, you always make the people around you laugh and smile. =) I'm really glad we crossed paths and we manage to spend time together these few months. Getting to know you is like one of God's Blessing to me. I've learn alot from you and I hope to learn more! I may not be close to you to know the inside out of you, but still we're almost there and if we have fate, we'll get to know each other more... ;)

I'm writing this while you're on your 7 hours train back to Penang. I'll pray that you have a safe trip home. It has been my pleasure that we get to know each other. I will be missing you very very da damn kao kao much laa, even now! =( I think it applies not to me only but everyone of us who basically knows you. Hmmm...Looking forward to see you next week! Hopefully...we'll have time to catch up and probably have another round of CS!! ;p

Remember just now when you ask me what does the definition of close friend mean?

Well, close friend is when they share a bond between each other, getting excited when you know that you are going to see each other, spending time together even it is only a cup of Ais Kosong at a mamak stall, being able to talk crap and not care about what crap it is as long as you're talking crap, always there to annoy you and scare you and not forgetting to share your laughter with you, randomly kacau-ing you for just the sake of randomness, being able to share your ups and downs, doesn't care what background you're from all you care is just the quality time spent with each other.

A Big Thank You for EVERYTHING!!! Love ya lotz!!!! *Bear Hug*

CHULAN, The friend who I never regret knowing and befriending. =)
You ARE the Friend that IS WORTH keeping.

Sorry, but this is the only gay picture I have of you.. ;p

With Lotsa Love!!!

-June-

XOXO

It Was Just A Dream

2010-06-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

I dreamt of you last night,
Never did I dreamt of you, but so suddenly yesterday I did,
The whole dream felt so real,
Although some parts were kinda fake and unrealistic..haha..
But even if some of it felt real,
It aint gonna happen in real life.

-June-

Just A Random Thought

2010-06-13T03:50:00.000+08:00

It's not wrong to like someone that doesn't like you in return.
Sure there will be disappointments, frustration, rejections, jealousy, etc..
But, still, you don't need to be together if you like someone..
You can like a person but not being together as a couple.
I don't see harm in that.
It's just that it is a one side thing for the person.
Some people might disagree with me..
But for me, i'm okay with that.
As long we're still friends,
As long we can still have fun with each other.
As long as the person is happy. ^.^

-June-

Malam Seribu Mimpi ( Night of a Thousand Dreams)

2010-06-12T21:10:00.002+08:00

KDU College Mass Communication Public Relation class students of March 2010 in collaboration with Children's Wish Society of Malaysia (CWS) are organizing a Prom Night Charity Dinner. We, the Dreamakers are doing a Corporate Social Responsibility event for our Public Relations class. We are called the Dreamakers as we are the ones spearheading this class and this event in contributing in fulfilling the children's dreams.

THE SIGNIFICANCE OF MALAM SERIBU MIMPI

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In tune with the Children's Wish Society's (CWS)' mission to bring the dreams of the misfortuned children to light, Malam Seribu Mimpi (MSM) aims to raise awareness and funds for the CWS foundation primarily through ticket sales and the contributions from its guests. Most importantly MSM is a channel for our students to creatively explore, execute and coordinate events with meaning that advocates their community and develops them into better citizens. Not deviating from its core purpose MSM like any other cause driven event; aims to raise awareness and funds for the CWS foundation primarily through ticket sales and the contributions of its guests. Most importantly MSM is a channel for our students to creatively explore, execute and coordinate events with meaning that advocates their community and develops them into better citizens.

OUR BENEFICIARY - Children's Wish Society

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The CWS Foundation core principle is targeted towards granting children who suffer from terminal illnesses one wish – a wish that they hope can grant them reprieve from their burden. Driven by passion to fulfill these promises, the CWS Foundation works tirelessly towards raising awareness and funds generated through various events and donations from the public.

"Aimed at raising awareness on the plight of the unfortunate children around us who face hardship, pain and the prospect of not being able to fight the illness that has afflicted them, CWS Malaysia embarked on a mission to raise the necessary public funds to help bring a spark of light in the darkest hour of a child’s life." (http://cwsmalaysia.com/whats-cws-all-abou/)

CWS cannot do this alone that is why we need as much support possible to make this event happen, to be a success. This event is not only for KDU students but is also open to public.

We need YOUR participation, YOUR support, YOUR help.

The tickets money collected will partially be for CWS to aid them as they go around fulfilling children's wishes. It is just for one night only, and for this one night, you are able to relive your dreams in which ever way you like. Let us join hands to help these children. Don't make them disappointed because it is one last wish that they hope for to come true. Malam Seribu Mimpi will be held at the following details:

Date: 1st July 2010

Time: 6.30pm-11pm (Thursday)

Venue: The Vintage Ballroom, Holiday Villa, Subang

Ticket Price: RM100 for early birds promotion.

Dress Code: Fabulously Glamorous!

For more information, don't hesitate to contact me or you can check us out at our facebook page - Malam Seribu Mimpi

Here is a short video about CWS made by our very own Dreamakers. Enjoy! ;)

-June-

Its 6 in the morning...What am I still doing here? lol

2010-06-12T05:51:00.000+08:00

Just came back from CS with Chulan, Matthew and CY. Since its like the last time that we will play CS with Chulan so we made the best out of it.. We played a total of 4 hours.. Shit weih... The longest time ever played.. We started at 1am and just ended around 5 something.. RM11 just flew away like that...Oh well, I won't mind for this time as it would probably be the last time we'd play with a pro and a good friend like Chulan who shoots his friends right in the head! ;) We (CY and I) actually Spent the whole day with Chulan too! haha...Went Bra shopping, Movie, Subway, Mamak and lastly Counter Strike. Gonna seriously miss him when hes going back to Penang man! =( But no worries, promise that we'll try to visit you when our finals are over dearest Chulan! =) So I don't know why am I still here padahal I should be sleeping cause i'm meeting my National Service friend at 10 am..which mean I have to wake up at 9am... >.<
Update tomorrow la then...Nights! =)

-June-

Yes, You Make It Downside Up

2010-06-11T01:25:00.001+08:00

Nothing feels better than seeing the people I care and love being happy.

It feels awesome to see their Smiles.

To hear their Laughters.

I like seeing people happy.

It instantly turns my downside up.

Because if they are happy, I am Happy..

Same goes to You..

If You are happy, So am I. =)

-June-

Much Better

2010-06-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

Feels much better today despite the fun i had and the sleeping time..Actually, My sleep was interrupted by calls and texts...wahliao eh...kns weih.....
And now i'm soo tired although I skipped radio class for sleep.. *sobs*
Anyways, I know I was really freaking pissed yesterday but..I'm better already.
For the people or person who thinks i'm talking about him, don't worry laah, i'm not talking about you okay~ You did not do anything to make me pissed till that state. I'm cool with you.. ;)
Now I'm not pissed or angry or whatsoever. Told you blogging is the best way to release my anger and every emotions that i'm keeping. ;p
My anger is just for one day...No point keeping it for long anyways...
tralalallala~ weeeeeeeeee~ ^^

-June-

A Piece of My Mind

2010-06-10T02:01:00.005+08:00

Do you know why am I pissed?
Do you know why I even care?
Do you know why I even question you?
Do you know why I even bother to thought of you that single moment?

Let me tell you why..

It is because of the bond between us, the friendship that we once shared was so close that now, I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you that you decided to just 'disappear'. Please don't get your hopes high thinking that I like you or something. Just because you are able to go around 'fishing' up girls that is similar to 'HER' doesn't make you all that great. I pity your Girlfriend actually to have someone like you.

You think girls are toys or what? A form of 'collection' to you? You suck like seriously man. You may never know that what you did affects others but somehow that is your natural self. I'm not jealous, I'm feeling all of this is because I cherish this friendship between us and I feel like you just wasted our time. The thought of you not even bothering and not even a word, 'SORRY'??? Your level of ignorance is just PATHETIC. Damn,You are one bitch man!

The one thing that I as really absolutely pissed about is you inconsiderateness towards other people. You are only considerate to those that benefits you? Of the opposite sex? That interests you? What about those that has always been there and still is there now? Well fuck you la... You do what you wish to do what you want to do because it is after all your life and it is your path.

One thing I hate the most is using other people especially your friends for benefits only. Well, you know what, form the picture it seems to me that you got an awesome straight A grade for that! I mean like whatever la, I'm just so fed up and this is the only way I know I can express myself the best. Honestly, we did had some fun times together but now? I'm starting to doubt our friendship. I'm doubting YOU of all matters. I am not specifically pointing fingers here, You know Who You are..
Seriously, fuck you la! Fuck you kao kao weih!
Just so you know, if you even bother to realise...WE have always been here,

But you know what?

Just go ahead with whatever pleases you most...

CAUSE MOST OF US DON'T EVEN GIVE A FUCK AND NEITHER DO WE EVEN CARE LESS ANYMORE YOU FUCKING DUMBASS!

-June-

Fed Up

2010-06-10T01:27:00.001+08:00

You are nothing but a distraction,

He is nothing but a nuisance,

She is nothing but one of your 'collection',

We are nothing but your useful 'toys' when you need entertainment and last minute companion,

I am nothing but someone who has feelings too!!

I may seem okay, but I am actually very pissed!
Please don't push me to the limit where I will actually lose it.
Please be aware of your actions towards the people around you and the impact that you might imply on them.

PLEASE BE MORE CONSIDERATE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS!!!
STUPID BLOODY BASTARD.

-June-

Damn Right You Lost It

2010-06-09T03:41:00.000+08:00

You just lost out on something unique and one of a kind

You just lost Me..

Sorry if i'm being harsh but...

Thats just the Way I Am.

-June-

CY got Pranked by Fly Fm! =p

2010-06-08T17:57:00.003+08:00

That day I blogged about working for WWF at Youth 10' right... Well, one thing that i kept it as a secret was I signed Ms Teh Chin yin up for and alarm call from Fly fm. Can't remember much but in the description of friend I wrote something like...

"A girl who is actually pretty and cute but actually doesn't like people calling her pretty and cute. She is active, loves cute animals and likes dancing. She has performed a few times such as the latest one at the Earth Hour at Sunway Pyramid. So maybe you could prank her about her getting in to some academy dancing school."

I actually totally forgot about it till today they called me up first as they thought that it was CY's number. funny la, that person spoke with an accent and its like a very strong accent. Then they called CY back and started talking. It was soo farney! XD

1. They asked her if she had watched Glee before and started asking about Glee.
2. Then they asked her whether she would be interested to dance for Glee and asked her to come for audition.
3. Earlier they told her that they're from some UK/Australia Dance Academy or something? and said if she were to dance for them, they will pay a total of 2k per week. (she was estatic by this point of time) XD
4. They said if she agree to come for the audition and take part in this, there were 2 conditions:
a. She cannot go near dogs as their elephants doesn't like dogs.
b. She has to bathe with fishes as she will be acting with fishes so she has to smell like them.

5. After she saying ok, they even asked her to repeat what they just told her. (So yeah, if it were yo0u, you would have been laughing too if you were hearing a person saying that! hehehehe)
6.Then they ask whether she knows what is a 3 piece swim suit and she said yes and her description was:

"yeah I know one for the top another for the bottom and one more to cover the bottom right"

(which she actually meant the cap and corrected it after the DJ said the swimming cap!)

the DJ laughed and said:

"oh Chin Yin, you make me laugh. Then do you know where to get this 3 piece swim suit in pinkish and bluish? As we want you to match with our elephants"

CY answered:

" I should be able to get it around my place cause i'm near to one utama so there should be pinkish and bluish"

DJ replied:

"you know what, you can actually get the 3-piece swim suit at Fly fm"

CY somemore boley reply:

"oh okay...then if i go there can i bring my friend Khoo Hsieh June along?

DJ burst out in laughter and says:

"Chin Yin, this is an Alarm call by Fly fm."

CY:

"WHAT THE HELL!!! (continuisly repeating it and bursts out in laughter and face turns red) Who gave you my number??"

DJ reveales the secret saying that:

"Its your friend Khoo Hsieh June. Happy Birthday!!! From the Chum Ee Vonn, The Tard Family and Crazy Gang."

CY: "okay thank you!" and dealt with me after that... hahahahahahahhaha....

Didn't know whether they played Eenie Meenie by Justin Bieber and Ludacris as that was the song i requested for her.
Awesome la and Thanks to Fly fm! Another Birthday surprise for CY! muahahahha..
You know I love you right CY? ;p

-June-

2010-06-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was CY's Birthday, after i came back from Bridal Fair, we went to Tropicana to eat Kimchi! haha..since its her birthday ma..haha..At the same time, we went to watch Prince of Persia:The Sands Of Time! yay!! ^^

This time I won't summarize the story of the movie but, why not you watch it for yourself! Don't miss it!

I don't want to always be the spoiler..=p

The main casts are

Jake Gyllenhaal (Dastan)

Gemma Arterton (Tamina)

Ben Kingsley (Nizam)

She is one Damn exotic looking princess!

Check out his hot bod in Prince Of Persia Girls and Gays. ;p

I'd rate this movie a 9/10. Well, besides the fact that the actor is smoking hot and the actress is just gorgeous, I like the cinematography of this movie. The stunts were good too, just hat I felt like some parts were quite draggy thats all..But overall a movie suitable for both the young and old to enjoy which ensures to keep you suspense and wanting to keep on watching.

One of the objectives in this movie that is strongly emphasize is about family and the bond between siblings. So I think that they really bring out that aspect very well in co-operation with the whole storyline.

I Enjoyed myself! ^^

We surprised CY on her Birthday and we succeeded cause She Cried!! Yesh!!!!! =D

Oh yeah...One More Thing...

Happy Birthday CY! =)

-June-

Letting Go

2010-06-07T02:32:00.000+08:00

Its not Hard

Neither is it Easy

Its just TOUGH.

-June-

I Don't Care....Not!

2010-06-06T14:41:00.000+08:00

I told myself not to care no more...

I told myself to just look away...

I say I will not enter yet I still did..

Don't read but still do...

Yes, I don't care..

yet

I still Do?

I'm a Survivor

2010-06-04T01:10:00.002+08:00

I have lived for 19 years

Gone through all sorts of paths in life

Gone through multiple emotions

Happiness, Sadness, Sorrow, Anger, Ignorance, Shamefulness etc.

For that I know that there are other things that cuts deeper into the heart

I realized I am much stronger than I thought I could be..

I don't let some things take over my that easily because I know that it is not worth it

It's not that I don't care about it.

I just don't let it affect my other duties

Because I know there's a fine line between different aspects in life

And I know that I am bound to face even more harder obstacles in the future

So somethings good and bad, to me are just to be learnt of

Told ya i'll jump back real quick

Afterall...

'Jesus loves me this I know'

'When you look at your life, the greatest happinesses are Family happinesses.'

'Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief'

Its because of these people

I know what I should do

I know they deserve to be happy

I know they shouldn't share my sadness and sorrow.

So not OK will also be OK for me lah

For Myself and for them all

I Smile

I Laugh

I am Me

because

I'm Worth It babe! ;p

Life is colorful and has soo much to offer
So do I ;p

-June-

Drained out

2010-06-03T03:41:00.000+08:00

Busy day..Meetings and appointments throughout the day.. >.<

Brain gonna overload and headache coming soon..

Went to watch Matthew perform at Artista..

Just came back from yum cha session and CS with Chulan, Matthew, Eddy and CY.

Felt so awesome getting to shoot some people.

but...

I thought we said no more? ;p

-June-

Like Seriously...

2010-06-02T01:40:00.000+08:00

Now that I've think back.

I shouldn't have.

I'll jump right back.

Don't sympathize.

I want it at square one.

It's not end of the world.

I've had worse

Just Do It

-June-

Rainy Tuesdays

2010-06-01T16:51:00.001+08:00

Its raining Heavily outside. Somehow every Tuesdays, it'll be raining...whyyyyy? Are Tuesdays rainy day? Everytime halfway through or once PR class ends then it starts raining..Aiyooo....Oh well..Today, once we finished PR class it was raining heavily. So didn't know whether to wait or to go back but was reluctant because it was seriously damn heavy weih. After awhile we decided to run back home je laa..lantak laa..wet then wet laa..So Jackie, CY and I ran back to our house..I was actually happy doing that. =p Its been a loong time since I did that. Good way to start off this month huh...miahhahaha~ And it somehow made me happy. =)

I'm all wet..

AND

I felt Awesome!! =D

-June-

It is THE Month!

2010-06-01T02:25:00.002+08:00

Yeshhh...It is MY Month!=)
Just doing it with Love,

-June-
XOXO